Well folks: I've been continuing with the birthday insanity this month.

First off, I've received a lot of really nice gifts from My wishlist for My bday. Thanks to everyone so much. I believe Ive thanked everyone who sent anything, but there were a few things I received that I did not know who sent, so if you are one of those people please speak up! BellaVendetta666@gmail.com

There's still time to spoil Me! If you would like to know how to do that visit this link

it has LOTS of info on how you can gift Me something OR help Me take over the world!

http://bellaregretta.tumblr.com/post/80928425791/spoil-me

while your there you should follow Me on tumblr because I post awesome articles and photos there all the time that I don't publish anywhere else.

I did some really great stuff this month. Like I can't believe it all happened in one month actually.

I mean, great stuff ASIDE from hanging out in a hot tub spa naked with Jiz Lee.

Let's see, I got to go see Body/Head at MassMoca.

Body/Head is Kim Gordon (of Sonic Youth's) newest project with guitarist Bill Nace.

Forst of all it was amazing to see Kim Gordon. I hadn't seen her do anything live since....I don't know, post high school sonic youth days for Me. She looked absolutely incredible. Ageless. Timeless. Classic Punx!

The show was at MassMoca so all the hoity toity uppity douchebaggey rich folks who think they know everything about art came. Some younger kids who thought they were going to go to a sonic youth show came. It was a sit down show in a fucking contemporary art museum. I felt so validated. Like My entire punk rock life had come full circle. My friend Andy Poncherello came with Me (of the Poncherellos and American Citizens) He's also an even older skool punk than Me and we both really appreciated the entire experience I think. Lots of old folks got up and left. It was screeching guitar relentless feedback post punk experimental guitar blazing artness in disturbing glory. A weird Richard Kern film on the huge backdrop in the background.

I bought Myself these tickets. Happy Birthday to Me. Thanks to Andy for not making Me go alone!

Here's some cell phone pics of the happy occasion:

The next day I got to facilitate a really amazing suicide suspension for a first timer. Orby and some of the other crew members from Anchors Aweigh suspensions in NY came to help us, Kristina My girl from ROP came from Boston to help, crew from CT came to help. After our new friend did his suspension our friend Tim went up knees for the first time. THEN Kristina had made an awesome dinner pie AND boiled irish dinner, AND homeade pecan pie. I can't tell you how much I appreciated someone else doing the cooking. I am ALWAYS cooking for everyone and no one is ever concerned with Me eating. It's an ongoing problem in My life. To not have to worry about it was just the most touching thing. AND My friends did the dishes too. Best St Patricks day ever. I don’t have any pictures yet. It's sort of unfortunate because always the best things happen and no cameras are rolling. Later in the night My girl Kristina and I got into a really intense yet friendly wrestling session, consentual choking out and balls to the wall catfight style. She actually managed to rip My bra off in one move, AND rip My shirt. Like a fucking cartoon catfight. The stuff dreams are made of. Sadly, no photos. But that's ok because I'm about to bless you with so many awesome pictures. I think you should feel compelled to go and spoil Me in return with something nice from My wishlists....

I had My party friday the 21^st at the world famous club Centerstage! Www.clubcenterstage.com OMG crazy times. I think it's safe to say good times were had by all. (except the couple of peeps who had weird relationship drama and ended up crying, there were a few of those, but luckily the party was so crazy nobody ever really realized that shit was going on til it was over)

I had gotten into town one night earlier and met up with Julie Simone (I know I know, that's real life, hotel parties with pornstars, what can I say? I'm livin the dream) had dinner watched netfix, talked shit. The usual. I gave her some birthday gifts (because I understand the importance of gift giving, and how good it makes people feel to know you are thinking of them on their birthdays.) The next day I had a session with a slave I hadn't seen in a very long time. So it was a really joyous reconnect. We had tried to involve another sex worker into our session for some cocksucking skill judging via skype, but unfortunately typical porno flakiness kicked in and it didn't end up happening. BUT Mistress Julie Simone was there so She graciously offered to be a part of our session. Oddly enough, Mistress Julie and I had never sessioned together, We've shot a lot, but never Co-Topped someone. So for all this time that Julie says that I am brutal and crazy and scary, SHE is brutal and crazy and scary and dangerous with a cock! That woman is viscous! It was so hot. Pro Domme curvy GODDESS in her sweaty gym clothes and big strapon. The slave was a good sport and made Me proud. Really sexy session, hope we get to do a lot more in the future together.

SO that's how I started My night haha. After that got to meet up with My old buddy Sacha Thumper who lots of you will remember from Bellavendetta.com and coming to lots of My events and being a pimp ass rockstar. We had ANOTHER flakity flake who didn't show up (really sex workers, livin up to the stereotype much?) so Sacha saved the day and decided to help with Julie's surprise performance She had planned.

TONS of people came out to the party! Like, it was the most full I have ever seen club centerstage ever. People three rows deep at the stage, two rows deep at the bar. Like a stripclub in the good ol days! There was a couple hiccups that nobody but Me noticed because I'm a perfectionist and otherwise, it was balls to the wall crazy stripclub party. Boobs, booze, shots, some of My favorite songs, twerkin, pole tricks. Kitty Epixcore Bang was serving up shots!

And then Morgan Fey came out and did her Jessica Rabbit number and I got an ill lap dance on stage. Probably some of the people at the club had no clue what burlesque was, or what fetish is and we probably blew their minds a little bit. I think it was the most wild thing downtown springfield MA had seen in quite some time!

Shy Seduction was there dancing around on stage and getting people to fall in love with her

I was climbing up on the bar climbing to the top of the pole to see everyone and shake My little butt (In My awesome gold bikini and new dress that were bday gifts! Thanks!!!) in My sexy new metallic gold heels.

Julie Simone came out and did a latex pony play unicorn rape stage show with Bettie Bondage and Sacha Thumper.

Some of Bostons fetish ROYALTY was in attendance

Tara Emory http://www.tara-ts.com/ Riggery Jay www.riggerjay.com Mistress Jada Sinn http://www.mistressjadasinn.com/ Lilith Astaroth http://lilithastaroth.com/ and many more.

Some of My most favorite strippers were working, I mean, making out with Me, I mean...working. Shout outs to Jersey & Kit!

Revenge Krew model Kandies came out and made a special guest appearance on stage, and I threw money all over her. I was throwing most of the money I made back onto the strippers. I LOVE having money thrown on Me, and when motherfuckers make it rain, but it's also a good feeling to be the one throwing money too.

Fetish model Wendy Michelle made a special guest appearance on stage! Wendy's stripping debut! I was so proud! Seeing her up there in one of My favorite stripper dresses. It was like things had come full circle once again.

SO: without further ado: here's some photos, shot by none other than Chris Addams www.chrisaddams.com (I mean really who else could get lighting this good in a stripclub!?)

looks like fun doesn't it?  There's going to be even MORE photos on My tumblr and on My facebook page: www.facebook.com/beautifulrevengeproductions

So AFTER the party was the afterparty. Mistress Julie Simone had ALOT of rope with Her, and at My request She tied up the lovely Tara Emory for My viewing enjoyment. Tara btw is even more gorgeous in person than in photos. And after admiring her photos for so many years it was nice to finally get to meet her. And of course...how does Bella Vendetta say hello? Well, I'd like to get to know you by staying up in a hotel room all night and watching you get tied up with like 27 pieces of rope. Nice to meet ya! Here's some crappy cell phone pics of that!

The NEXT day I had a session. I know, I had barely slept. It was crazy. Also: Julie had a session. It was crazy for both of us. Her slave was really nice and took us out to one of My favorite restaurants in springfield. And THEN we came back to the hotel and shot some video for our clips4sale stores. I had this beautiful birthday cake that Jersey had made Me, and I couldn't eat it all. So we put our feet in it, and I ate cake off of Julie's beautiful feet, and then rubbed cake on My tits. Yah that's real life what goes in in hotel rooms with pornstars afterhours. I even filmed Julie filming Me...in the mirror. WHOA. Splosh porn infinity. That will be available very soon on My clips store. You should really check it out if you have not yet....I have ALOT of good stuff up there. I just released a sock diary (with a special guest appearance by Jiz Lee) some really heavy electro play and whipping at La Domaine with Mistress More and Bettie Bondage, Me shaving slave twenties head....pissing outside during a behind the scenes of a porn shoot with Ellen Stagg. I mean really really good stuff!

THEN the next day Julie finally went home (and then promptly flew off to Chicago, no rest for the wicked huh?) And I spent the afternoon with My slave. He had done some pretty serious fucking up during My party and he needed some attention. We went back to the stripclub had good talks, he got a good lesson and then we went out to another one of My favorite places to eat, The Student Prince.

And THEN I finally went home.

I spent the next day pretty much sleeping and trying to catch up on all the emails that piled up while I was in stripclub hotel pornoland.

BUT I couldn't rest for too long because I had a SHOOT! One I was really excited about, with photographer Bill Wright http://www.williamwrightphotography.com/ for a fine art nude gallery project he is working on. I'm not going to release any of those here, you'll just have to wait. BUT here's some teasers from My phone on set. (PS: I also post this kinda stuff minus the boobs on instagram, find Me there as Bellavendetta)

so yah, sexy shoes, complete with My stripper knee from My bday party.  I did a shoot with like, NO makeup, jew fro in full effect crazy hair no product.  Not something you see of Me everyday.  Also check out My BOSS new manicure.

and boobs

you are welcome.

Now feel free to spoil Me in return!

The insanity was NOT done tho. Because the next day (that would be yesterday) I finally got the chance to be a guest speaker at UMASS Amherst. I'd been waiting for this for so long, and at first was a little bummed that it happened during such a crazy time but in the end I think it was just perfect and it went great. The students had thoughtful questions and the professor is awesome Christie Barcelos who also teaches queer yoga in northampton. After that awesome class we went out to an awesome lunch where I got an ENORMOUS kim chee and chicken w fried rice filled omlette.

Here's some cute photos of THAT

Porn and academia make Me happy! All this lovely stuff going on with porn folks speaking at colleges is just so exciting to Me. I'm so happy to be a part of it.

Now it's today and I'm just trying to write this blog catch up on email, watch some X files and find some time to walk the dogs and eat somewhere in there.

I have ANOTHER birthday party coming up on saturday!

This one in berkshire county! Lotsa old skool punks are coming out for it. Some wonderful local and localish punk band are playing. Kids I haven't even seen in YEARS who arent even kids anymore.

It's a punk rock potluck bday party!

Bring Me gifts motherfuckers!

Bring some food to share motherfuckers! It's a potluck after all! I'll be cheffin up some awesome stuff!

NO WINDOW is playing! ORDER OF THE CIRCLE is playing! MORON is playing!

AND if you act right you just might be blessed with a special guest appearance by western MA favorite BARE BONES!

Here's the official flyer:

Potluck starts at 6, music starts at 8 pm FREE! At the Crystal Hardhat Saloon in North Adams MA

You can find LOTS more info on the facebook event here:

https://www.facebook.com/events/724014464296004/

please come FREE show! I am excited to party it up and have even more insane stories to tell you guys!

Lots of slaves will be in town. Up the punx! Support your local scene! I want to see some circle pits in My favorite dive bar!

Thats all for now. I need to walk away from the computer for a bit. Please send Me love and support!

WHOA

birthday month is finally over. Well, today's the last day. That was one fukin intense long month of partying! For real, I know how to celebrate. I really needed that! 30 days of friends and events and insanity. Thank you to EVERYONE who helped make it so awesome.

Fans, friends, devotees, slaves, bands, strippers, Djs, photographers, webmasters, suspension folks, porn folks, and My family. I appreciate it all so much.

A special shout out this month goes to Chris Addams of Chris Addams Photography. Www.chrisaddams.com I've been workin Chris over this month. Between working on a new website for Me, photographing at the stripclub and the punk show on the 29^th he's been a busy member of the Revenge Krew. Thanks Chris!

Speaking of Chris: I'm going to share some of My favorite photos from saturday night here. You can find ALL the rest on his site here http://chrisaddams.com/portfolio/events/crystalhardhat/

let's talk about the party weekend, cuz I know the show itself was only one night but the festivities took Me all weekend (into including today because I STILL haven't done the dishes)

My foot slave tim came into town on friday and brought Me to get a new tv for My birthday. Pretty stoked on it. It's beautiful. I'm gonna watch star trek in STYLE now! And helped Me rearrange some furniture, move My bedroom around and now I'm so happy with all of it. Then we went to My favorite place to eat, Mezze and got some incredible peruvian lima beans with a poached egg on top. Was exactly what I needed. Saturday was the day of the party. It was nice to have everyone work together. Naked slaves in the kitchen, sweeping, packing up, I cooked a fuckton of food. Some ghoulash w ground turkey, some slow cooked grape tomatoes, zukes, squash, mushrooms, onions and peppers, My homegirl Sacha made some spanish rice and beans with ham, Bettie Bondage made some lentil dahl with fresh ginger that was dope. I also made shepards pie with beef, and My best friend Emrys made vegan shepards pie. Someone brought dope sriracha chicken, there’s was several kinds of chips and salsas, My friend Maggie made her famous italian pasta salad, My friend Mitch made his most famous deviled eggs and there was brownies and just like, SO MUCH food! Was all so good. Got to eat. ALOT. No one took pictures of the food. Food porn fail. My bad friends.

Lots of folks came. Some of My most favorite ones from western MA! AND folks came from NY and CT and springfield and holyoke and norhampton and all over berkshire county. It was so nice. There was also a ton of people there that I didn't even know so thanks everyone for coming out and supporting the local scene!

No Window played first. And it was fucking awesome. Even Emrys liked them and he doesn't like anything haha. They were so good in fact that people called their friends and said hey there’s this rad punk show going on in north adams you should come. So good that MY art friends over the age of 40 who don't really care about punk rock thought they were good enough to stay and check out how good the next band might be. The next band was MORON. And yo, Moron was off the hook. Some of My very old skool punk rock friends are in Moron and they fucking KILLED it. And then Order of the Circle played and they were excellent. Audience members singing along blazing guitars kind of excellent.

And like, there was hot chicks everywhere. Alot of them. Everywhere. I loved it. I was into the scene. I had some dvds and books and posters and the last of the BellaVendetta.com t shirts for sale. Got to trade for some cd's and t shirts and Zennifer was there selling her awesome jewelry. Pretty much awesome all around. Lemme shout out to our awesome bartenders too! And thanks to Todd and Nancy for having us rage so hard at the Crystal Hardhat! I think more plans for punk rock in north berkshire county is on the menu for summer.

Without further ado: here's some photos taken by Chris Addams.
There more cute punk boys than there are cute punk girls on My blog for once.  Isn't that sort of refreshing?

Looks like a pretty radical time right? You're probably kicking yourself for missing My parties, because Bella Vendetta knows how to party.

I also took some silly pics on My little blog camera. See how cute we are, a rare photograph of Chris Addams! Of course I am choking him and Wendy Michelle...

oh that last picture is a thing I got from Master R, sauteed sunflower seeds in brown butter and tamari topped with eggs, in this case eggs gifted to Me from My friend Justin Adkins.

The month of April will be a little crazy, but not two major events kinda crazy.

April is upon us!

I will be taking a trip to New Hampshire and MAINE!

I'll be shooting with Dastardly Dave Dawson in NH on the 11^th and available for sessions in the area April 12-13

Then on the 14^th which is passover, I'll be shooting with Brutal Master. shooting some content for his site, and some stuff for us to share as well. It's sure to be some twisted shit. I'll be available for professional BDSM sessions in the portland ME area april 13^th and 15^th

If you are interested in booking something with Me please visit www.MistressBellaVendetta.com

I will also be in the NY and NJ area to see My family for EASTER! Woohoo. I'll be available for sessions in Queens NY with the possibility of double Domme sessions with Mistress Julie Simone www.JulieSimone.com

If you read My account of our first double session together you should be aroused and want in on that action! We have a crazy good time together!

I will be available for sessions in the NY area April 19^th and 21^st

I still have availability in the western MA area throughout april as well for sessions, workshops and lectures.

The fun does NOT stop there My friends.

In MAY first I head to Boston area. I've got some sessions lined up, some work that I'll be doing with the Boston Chocolate School, AND a podcast interview I'll be doing with the vodka press. http://www.thevodkapress.com/

I still have availability for sessions in the Boston area May 2^nd and 4^th

AFTER THAT: I'm heading to sunny Los Angeles California!

I am SO excited for this trip. It's gonna be a good one. I'll be chilling HARD with Misti Dawn, shooting some excellent stuff with some excellent folks AND I have the honor of being able to teach TWO classes at this years DOMCON convention.

Www.domconla.com

I'll be teaching both an industry class and a general public class about cross contamination, disinfection, for using shared dungeon spaces and what products and protocol you can develop within your own commercial dungeon space and with your toys at home.

I am really stoked about it. I cannot wait to nerd out on blood borne pathogens and disinfectants and kill times and what makes a glove medical grade and to bring some new products along that are really I think going to be game changers for a lot of Dominas and fetishists alike.

More info as it gets closer and they announce class time slots etc. I'll also be vending there with Mistress Julie Simone.

I'll be staying in LA for quite a few weeks and there is time for professional BDSM sessions and new dungeon spaces I want to check out from May 5-25^th so get in touch.

SO MANY wonderful Dommes are going to Domcon I feel like some sort of group gang fun needs to happen for the right well trained and worthy slave.

I'll also be looking for someone to serve Me ona personal basis while I am in Los Angeles. It would be a very good training experience for the right slave

please visit www.MistressBellaVendetta.com for more info.

After that Ill be back on the east coast and hopefully it won't be fucking winter here anymore and I can have a nice garden and go swimming and light fires and run barefoot and throw some more punk shows and shoot shoot shoot all over new england while it's warm out and do suspensions from waterfalls and have an epic summer.

That is all for now

until next time!

You still have one more day to celebrate My birthday month by spoiling Me!

http://bellaregretta.tumblr.com/post/80928425791/spoil-me

Well friends, I'd love to tell you that since My birthday month it's been low key and relaxing, but the insanity from march has pretty much carried over into april. In a good way of course!

Never a dull moment and that's the truth!

I've been doing some great interviews. Both as an interviewer and an interviewee, is that even a word? Who cares, not Me.

One of My favorite porn industry writers did a quick little 5 (ish) question interview with Me for the Lux Letter.

I've been posting news and photos like this as they happen on My facebook page as well so follow Me there.

Www,facebook.com/BeautifulRevengeProductions

while you are poking around there you might notice that I am DANCING AGAIN! YAY! I'm going to be dancing an entire night shift, just as a regular house girl at My favorite stripclub in western MA, club Centerstage in downtown springfield MA on friday April 25^th!

I'm excited to not be feature dancing and have a low key fun night full stage sets good music and all My favorite bitches!

It won't be a totally normal night tho, because I am bringing fetish model WENDY MICHELLE with Me!

Wendy went up on stage for one set during My bday party last month and she loved it so much she decided she wanted to start dancing a little bit. So I'm going to be like her stripper fairy godmother. Show her the secret stripper ways introduce her to all My favorite customers and dancers and dj's.

You can find the facebook event listing here, with all the info! https://www.facebook.com/events/428847847218265/

9 pm til 2 AM! Come check us out!

Back to interviews:

I also did a great podcast interview with little Mel for her podcast: NO BOUNDARIES

It was really good! I got to talk about how I got the name Bella Vendetta, the local burlesque scene in western MA, some upcoming projects, My feelings on whorearchy and sex workers who talk shit on each other.

You can check out the podcast here:

http://www.noboundariespodcast.com/2014/04/13/episode-60-bella-vendetta/

I think it's a good listen. I've been told I give good interview.

Little Mel is a rad chick, I dig her style

She also wrote a blog about the interview here: http://noboundariespodcast.blogspot.com/

Today I got to interview Anisha Sridhar about her piece in India's first anthology of queer fiction “OUT” That wasn't planned we were just talking and I decided we should do an interview, love when things like that happen!

I'll be publishing that soon and will of course link you guys (psst, probably on twitter: www.twitter.com/BellaVendetta or fb first!)

You can check out Anisha's blog here: http://anishasridhar.wordpress.com/

writers talking about writing doi!

Speaking of writing, I had a piece that is very near and dear to My heart go up on Thought Catalog. I was pretty stoked to have a piece up there! This piece got a lot of play on My tumblr (which by the way is http://bellaregretta.tumblr.com/)

It was My response to a lot of stupid viral articles and videos I saw going around facebook about how pornstars are not really real people. Fake facts and made up statistics do not help anyone to realize that sex work is real work, porn sex is real sex and sex workers are in fact real people! We walk among you bwahhaahh!

Anyhow: here's a link to the thought catalog piece:

http://thoughtcatalog.com/bella-vendetta/2014/04/10-things-you-think-you-know-about-porn-which-are-actually-incorrect/

be expecting to see some more of My pieces up there. As soon as I can figure out what I wanna write for them. These days I've been more into writing for specific groups of folks. Like, wriitng suspension related articles and doing research for suspension.org which is you know, geared towards people in the suspension community. Or writing articles helping strippers and talking about real life things that happen in stripclubs for www.survivetheclub.com Excited to become a staff writer for them and have some things I've been brewing up in My Own Brain go live there.

Got an idea for an article you'd like to see Me write or hear My opinion on? (BESIDES Belle Knox, seriously guys?) drop me a line! BellaVendetta666 at gmail

I'd like to update all of My fans, slaves, devotees and wannabes about when and where I will be available for professional Domination sessions. (Notice I said DOMINATION sessions. I am NOT available for submissive sessions, so stop asking, stop begging, it's pathetic, I would never eve consider bottoming to a complete stranger who does not have the decency to respect My boundaries which I have been very clear on, idiots.)

I will be available for professional BDSM sessions in the springfield, MA area

April 24^th and 25^th

I will be available for sessions in the Boston MA area May 2-4

I will be available for sessions in the Los Angeles area May 7-20^th with limited availability, NO same day appointments ever, as always and I ONLY book with a 50% deposit. Sorry if Los Angeles slaves can't understand or comprehend My policies, but they are not up for negotiation.

I will be sessioning at the very beautiful Catsuit Lounge!

You can see My visiting Mistress profile here: http://www.thecatsuitlounge.com/#!mistress-bella-vendetta-/cric

Excited to be in such a lovely dungeon! Hopefully some very lucky slaves will realize the opportunity presenting itself here. I may also be open for a chauffeur or personal slave while I am staying in Los Angeles

as always if you are interested in serving Me in ANY town the first step is to read ALL of the information of My website:

www.MistressBellaVendetta.com

and then send a polite letter of introduction

LASTLY!

The outdoor suspension season is upon us!

My group, Rites of Passage is beginning to book some outdoor smaller events for select groups and individuals this season

you can read all about it and see the dates I have picked on our facebook page:

https://www.facebook.com/pages/Rites-of-Passage-Suspension-Group/95121426704?ref=hl

That's all for now folks, I'm currently chilling with some of My family in NJ, gonna eat some INCREDIBLE food so be prepared for major foodporn next blog!

<3

well friends, as per usual I have waited too long tow rite a blog, resulting in having way too much to talk about all at once.

Let's see here. I went to NJ to see My family for Easter. It was excellent. Very relaxing non stressful times with amazing wine and spirits and the food that would blow your mind. Easter LAMB! My father's wife is from India and My father lived there for many years and he's BOSS at making all types of Indian cuisine. He made Lamb Biryani, complete with hard boiled eggs. Lamb ragout with homemade cavatelli, home baked bread, Roast leg of lamb with an us jus, roasted carrots fennel celery etc, fried curried okra, sauteed indian cucumbers, tons of different chutneys, fried hot peppers and roasted garlics, green salad with fresh veggies and homemade green goddess dressing topped with white crab meat, fancy cheeses and crackers and meats, dandelion greens, and a homemade key lime pie complete with fucking homemade graham crackers for the crust. My father is OUT of control. There may or may not have also been some sort of pickled scorpion that I was forced to eat. My friend from hometown Michael came to visit and have dinner with us, My fathers wife had several friends over, My friend Lindsey from BME came, and then the next day I spent chillin really hard and got to a radical NJ diner with My other BME friend and old skool kinkster Ammre. Good times.

Here's some foodporn pics not to be missed:

I danced at a stripclub! It was really fun actually. I didn't feature dance I just worked a regular night shift like any of the house girls there. It was so nice! I didn't have to run around, take any pictures, write any guest lists, pay any performers, choreograph any routine write out any set list. It was awesome. I just danced, ALOT. I brought fetish model Wendy Michelle https://www.facebook.com/ChildOfTheLotus505?fref=ufi with Me. She had her first taste of stripping at My birthday party in march and she loved it so much that she decided she wanted to come back to the world famous club Centerstage www.clubcenterstage.com and work a night shift with Me. Seriously, we had SO much fun. It was everything stripping should be. Dranks friends good music and dudes throwing money at us. And beautiful women! Queers! At the stripclub! I fucking love it. Some of My slaves came....BDSM at the stripclub! Get into it!

I'm excited to announce really soon some new dates that I'll be throwing parties at the stripclubs around springfield MA for the summer season.

Afterward I rolled around in money on a hotel room bed with Wendy Michelle. Sometimes real life is better than porno fantasy. That happens a lot actually.

Here's some photos of Me and some money for all My financial Domination slaves out there.

You are welcome. If you want to give Me some of your hard earned money you may send gifts from My wishlist: http://www.amazon.com/registry/wishlist/FOUNWAR05H7K/ref=cm_sw_r_tw_ws_HOOAtb1Q2B5FR

you can find out more about how to spoil Me here: http://bellaregretta.tumblr.com/post/80928425791/spoil-me

I'm sort of getting sick of the whole spoil Me I spoil you back thing. People feel so fucking entitled. I sent you a ten dollar pair of socks, you didn’t send Me a free custom DVD in return within three days. Seriously. Wtf. Whatever happened to a gift? Something you give expecting nothing but gratitude in return, something you give because it makes you feel good to make another persons day. Selfish fucks. Bring back gift giving. I do it all the time. Ask My friends and people I like. I am an awesome gifter. I think it's important. I would never even dream of asking people for gifts in return then complaining if I feel they didn't deliver quickly enough.

End rant.

On to more pleasant things. After dancing I also got the chance to do a shoot with Wendy Michelle for the impending relaunch of BellaVendetta.com. Photographer Zennifer shot her in a location that I love in a cute dress I got her, and Zennifer did her makeup, which was sort of like the softer side of Wendy, it was different for her. She looked awesome. I am in love with the pictures.

Here's a few:

Might leak some more if you guys are nice.....(here we are again, gifts of Wendy naked for free. Maybe say thank you by sending her something off of HER wishlist?) Maybe I just get angry about it when the give and take and gift giving is unequal. Who knows.

So RIGHT after that I went to Boston for a few days and had a really ecellent meal with My friend Tatiana and Bettie Bondage at Fire and Ice https://www.fire-ice.com/ I had never been there before. I fucking loved it.. It was brilliant. I didn’t take any foodporn pics tho sorry.

I did take a picture of Tatiana with her cute bulldog tho. SO cute!

Then I flew out here to Los Angeles. It's so sunny and warm here. I'm so happy to be here! Right now I'm chillin with Misti Dawn! In her beautiful home with the stained glass windows open.

Yesterday I shot with Caroline Pierce!!!! https://www.facebook.com/CarolinePierceOfficialFanPage

We shot for www.Vampyrotic.com It was so epic. Caroline Pierce first of all is fucking perfect in every way. She's a goddess. It was My first time shooting with Jimi King of www.chsregime.com And My first time really meeting his lovely wife Mich Masoch of www.MichMasoch.com

was SO fun!I played a satanic witch artist Caroline Pierce was My muse. And then I turned her into a vampire. Softcore super sensual bloody mess of a fun time. Misti Dawn did My makeup and hair and had Me in this huge long witchy wig. I wore this awesome dress that Kimber Doll had given Me, and some little red fishnet footie things Bettie Bondage had given to Me, and some shoes a fan had sent Me. Now how's THAT for spoiling back! I got to wear those gifts in a beautiful film noir with Caroline Pierce instead of hurrying up to send a shitty webcam pic of My ass in the mirror as a way to say thank you. See how patience is rewarded?

Here's some behind the scenes photos, Me in the wig, post vampire bloodlust and with the man himself, Jimi King. ALSO Mich is a fantastic cook and made some amazing baked stuffed jalapenos, spicy pickled pears, pulled pork and simmered beef tacos w mushrooms...fresh cilantro, and an array of pickles things like onion and much more. SO GOOD. Excellent first meal to have in LA. I made Misti Dawn french toast today for breakfast btw!

and here's one teaser that Jimi King has leaked!

LOVING IT!

BTW: while I'm writing this and a lot of the time while I'm here in Los Angeles I'll also have My niteflirt hotlines on. You should call. Because I'm doing some really interesting things and hanging out with interesting and attractive and intelligent folks and eating good food and Ill be barefoot in the sand and have My face in some boobs and be taking nude photos in semi public places and sessioning and cooking....you get the idea. Good Stuff. My life is sorta magical and probably better than yours. It's also a good time to call the ignore hotline. I bet Ill be doing something hott.

Www.niteflirt.com/BellaVendetta

While I am in Los Angeles I am also accepting sessions with couples, individuals, fetishists, subs slaves sissies and bottoms of all persuasions and genders at the world famous CatSuite Lounge in san fernando valley.

You can check out more info here: http://www.thecatsuitlounge.com/#!mistress-bella-vendetta-/cric

including My availability schedule.

You can also learn more about sessioning with Me here: www.MistressBellaVendetta.com including My policies regarding deposits and what types of sessions I am available for.

I am going to be in the area and available for SAME DAY sessions for ONE DAY ONLY! May 14^th! For the rest of the trip same rules apply regarding deposits and 3 days notice polite letters of introductions etc. If you are a horny useless fool you should crawl on in that day and tell me how pathetic you are and maybe I will let you clean My shoes for an hour, or give Me a footrub, or just do one hour of pure evil sadomasochistic fun! TORTURE and pleasure. My favorite things. Show Me what the fuck you got Los Angeles!

I will also be teaching a class at DOMCON!

SATURDAY May 17^th

Classroom A 5:15 til 6:30 PM I'll be teaching cross contamination and disinfection and going over some products you can use in your home play space, shared kink spaces, commercial dungeons. This is a class ALL Pro Dommes should take who are going to be there!

Www.DomConLA.com

I'm also hoping to get the chance to finally meet Princess Kali and shoot for Kink Academy as well!

OK friends, that's all for now! I think I've quite spoiled you enough! You can follow my twitter and Instagram: Both BellaVendetta to see what I’m up to on My trip before I spoil you all with another blog.

<3

Well, I'm back from California. I'm not really happy about it. I had such an amazing time. I've always had sort of mixed feelings about LA. Mostly a mixture of loathing and disgust. It's sort of like the love affair I've had with NYC for so long. I love it, I go there, I hate it, I leave there, I miss it. I only started REALLY loving NYC when I started going there for things that weren't work. So this is how I fell in love with LA again. I went to relax. Dude, I took a goddamn VACATION. I was anxious about it because I am really bad at relaxing. All I know how to do is work, and when I'm not working I'm generally feeling guilty about the work I think I SHOULD be doing. So here I was having anxiety about a vacation. Well,m the truth is, it didn't start. I went hoping to book some sessions at the Catsuite Lounge in san fernando valley. Though when I got there here's a few things I realized:

I don't actually hate los angeles, I just hate the valley.

It was far away from where I was staying, and all the porno peeps are there and I am just so over the fake friendships and the cut throat and the lies and the backstabbing. It took me going to LA to realize how over porn I am. I won't make some great big statement about how I'll nevr shoot hardcore again. Who knows, maybe the right company will offer Me the right gig at the right price with the right performer. But I'm not holding My breathe. I also haven't shot hardcore with a dude in like....4-5 years and none of yall seemed to notice. Except for the few bitches who run their mouth about how I'm trying to get booked and can't. The truth is I've just been over it. If someone never says that My real orgasm didn't look real enough again it'll be too soon.

I don't mean to hate on the valley so hard, I still have lots of people I adore there (unfortunately none of them could be bothered to make any effort to hang out with Me while I was in town)

HOWEVER: that won't stop Me from shooting little awesome projects that I adore and support. It feels pretty good knowing that I will never again be asked to wear a ridiculous outfit or spit out lines that are meant to MAKE ME look like a dumb idiot.

That all being said: I fucking loved Los Angeles. It's beautiful, the people are beautiful, the food is incredible..................

anyway: I wrote that like a week after I came home

man, what a bitter bitch I am

I was SO angry to be back on the east coast man. I had so much fun in cali, it was so amazingly relaxing and beautiful and fun filled and action packed that when I got home I just into this stupid little funk I could NOT shake.

It didn't help that I came home, got off the plane slept for a few hours, drove from Boston to springfield, did a session, slept for a few hours, drove home, slept for a few unpacked and then went right to work at a catering gig for the rest of the month of Mya

but, we'll talk about that in another blog

I actually waited SO long to write a blog that now I have to write three

one about cali, one about what happened when I got back, and one about upcoming events

so let's call this the cali blog

So in My last blog I talked about My amazing shoot with Caroline Pierce for www.vampyrotic.com

It was My first time shooting with Jimi King, I sincerely hope it's not the last!

I'm going to tease you all with some of the images here, all the rest will be live on the site too!

Let's talk some more about cali.

I spent a lot of time with Misti Dawn.

https://twitter.com/meowmistidawn and https://www.youtube.com/user/mistidawn Misti is one of My favorite humans ever. She also has this adorable cat Bonnie, who you know, I've been reading about and seeing photos of on the internet for YEARS now, but she is really even cuter in person, just like Misti. Misti also has this rad boyfriend. Generally speaking, I hate when My girls get boyfriends. They become lame, they won't hang out, and the boyfriend is usually some dumb idiot who wants to brag to his friends that he hung out with pornstars. SO, it was a really pleasant surprise to also think that Mistis boyfriend was a great human. And they were both wonderful hosts. I want to go and live in their back bedroom gaming room forever and just cook for them and clean floors or something. I loved it. I did a lot of cooking for them, well, probably not a lot, not as much as I wanted to do actually

but that's because there was SO MUCH good food available in california and so many things and places I wanted to eat that cooking didn't even seem like viable option some days.

I mean, I had the best tamale I have veer had in My life

I still think about it

it was so good that I moaned out loud I think I loudly swore and embarrassed Misti and her adorable friend (as an added bonus, Misti seems to ONLY talk to attractive people)

There is also a plethora of great Thai food, incredible sushi and fresh shrimp tacos that I ate wherver I went.

I did some very california things. I went to the beach with Misti Dawn. I laid in the sun. I smiled really big. I checked out cute surfers.

Here's Misti and I at the beach.....

We went to a korean spa, I didn't take pictures because I'm stupid. But, I loved it there. They had a fucking NAP ROOM with heated tiled floors, and a salt/mineral room and lots of hot tubs.

I had one day where I took Myself out to lunch

I went to the famous Kate Mantilini restaurant

http://katemantilinirestaurant.com/ (which has sadly since closed) and had PERFECT shrimp cocktail and the best lemon meringue pie I have ever eaten.

I met the architect who was super sweet, which was cool because when I walked in I think they wondered what this tattooed up girl was doing all gothed out in LA by herself.

But what a talented man! The building was gorgeous, and everything I ate (and I ate a lot) was excellent, Looking forward to checking out the new space when I visit LA next (which will be august 19 fyi)

I took a selfie in the big gorgeous mirror

Misti and her man took Me to Santa Barbara for the first time. I fell in love with it. I never wanted to leave. What a perfect magical place. We drank wine, we ate the best nachos ever, we went to a funny club where every crazy dude trying to get laid tried to hit on Me because I was sitting alone, we walked by the ocean. We ate so much good food! Perfection. I cannot wait to go back!

Here's some photos from that adventure. Misti has a vacation outfit. She has an outfit for everything. She looks good all the time.

One day Misti and I had dinner with Amelia G and Forrest black of www.blueblood.com, but I didn't take any photos because I was busy being stupid and forgetting about My blog. We ate at doomies, which is this sorta famous vegan joint and the food was great! Don't worry, I'll be shooting with Amelia and Forest again on My next trip!

this is Misti eating at Doomies, shes cute even when she's making dumb faces!

Like I said, I was on vacation, I didn't shoot a lot!

I DID get to shoot with one of My favorite people ever tho, Chopper Dave

We shot some ultra cute pinupy stuff and Misti did My hair and makeup.

Some teasers from THAT!

We also got to have dinner with Ruby Violence! Www.rubyviolence.com we hadn't seen each other in YEARS so that was special. Also: more excellent thai food. Here's some photos of us lovin up on each other

I got to spend some quality time with My webmaster, who you all know as Rev Mitcz www.revmitcz.com got to go and see him do a proper standup show (not like that one drunken night we had in NY, like, a real proper show) and it was hilarious! I laughed My ass off.

Alot of the comics before him told stripper jokes. Badly. And I learned this about Myself: hearing sex worker jokes makes Me super uncomfortable. Mitcz told a stripper joke I think but it was funny. Mostly because maybe, he actually KNOWS strippers and loves sex workers. But if the basis of your joke is, strippers are funny because they have no self respect because they take their clothes off in public and I would never do that, or the what kind of guy pays for a lapdance schtick. Stop. We've heard it before

it's not funny.

And I was on a double date (I know, queer right?) and I had this moment of, shit what if they laugh at these bad stripper jokes, and Misti and I kept looking at each other wondering if this was really happening. I recently got interviewed on the radio and someone called in and asked if I laughed at stripper jokes. I guess now we know the answer. I laugh at well told stripper jokes. Hell, Misti was making stripper jokes that made Me laugh. Mostly tho, they made Me want to crawl in a hole somewhere.......like ata dark corner of a stripclub.

I've been awfully aware of My sex worker status lately. You know, I've been in this industry for so long, and surrounded Myself with so many OTHER sex workers, that I sometimes forget how fucked up the rest of the world thinks we are. Everyone treats you different. I mean, just everyone.

I was maybe hyper aware of it because I saw My grandmother for the first time in like...8...years. And also because I've been writing this piece for a book about how to come out about yur work in porn to family and friends. It's a really hard topic, and so interesting to Me to see how others deal with this.

I am very OUT in every way. People know who the fuck I am and what the fuck I do

I mean, they think they do. Everyone in My life knows I'm involved in the adult industry. They probably think that means I have tons of sex with tons of people all the time and make tons of money doing it, but My point is, I'm not secretive about it.

Some people have a cover story they tell

I don't, I never have. This is Me, take it or leave it.

Maybe I like the energy of other sex workers so much because they are the only ones who treat Me like an actual human, and don't act differently.

Ok guys, real talk here: I've been trying to write this blog for over a month. It sucks. I hate it, I’ve deleted it rewritten it deleted it added pieces I deleted. I hate this blog
I'm distrcated, I'm over it and it doesn't make any sense.

I just want it to be done so I can write more blogs that I actually wanna write.

Ok?

SO just....look at the pictures and enjoy them! Ok

california was awesome, I love Misti Dawn, I love good food and I cannot wait to go back and spend more time with her

there, it's done, onto the next

here's My feet in california, I feel like you can tell how happy I was even by My feet...

So, I wrote the california blog almost a month late. Now onto things that have happened since I returned home. It's a lot of things. I'm so sorry yall about that california blog. It was awful, it as the worst thing I've ever written. It was so weird, all I wanted was for the blog to be finished so I didnt have to think about it anymore. And it seems like every single day for the last ten days or so I've said, OK, I’m gonna blog TODAY and then I don't.

I was having extreme internet issues for a bit. The truth is, that when I arrived home from cali I started working

I landed in Boston , I drove to springfield, did a session, spent the night with the lovely Wendy Michelle, and then drove home and promptly started this catering/cooking gig helping a chef friend of Mine at a cool arts school. I've worked there before. As far as kitchen jobs go, it's not a bad one. The folks are nice and it's not traditional kitchen. By that I mean, there’s not insane alcoholic chefs telling Me I don't know what I'm doing because I'm a woman. It was however, really, really hard work. I had to be in the kitchen at 6 am. Which means I was up before the sun. And then I was on My feet literally ALL day, no breaks. Unless you count the ten minutes you get to drink some water before the lunch rush a break. I don't consider that a break. So, I did this for almost a month. I would get home and be SO exhausted that the idea of blogging or editing or uploading or really ANYTHING was too much for Me. Going to bed at like, 830 pm. Also: they only pay twice a month. Which means I spent the first few weeks back from cali with no money. Like, none. Like, can I come over to your house for dinner style broke. I neglected My emails, My blogs, My projects, My dogs, My own body!

It's weird because SO MANY PEOPLE in My life scream at me to GET A REAL JOB. I thought I'd try it out.

I have discovered that it's most definitely NOT for Me. Being that miserable is not worth $13 an hour. And when you have to wait weeks for that check...and after the government takes their chunk. Damn it was just so not worth it.

On top of the bad hours, grueling work and exhaustion I also got a really serious injury while working here

It was a rookie mistake, MY mistake. I got a severe burn from the steamer from My elbow to almost My armpit.

BAD burn, 3^rd 2^nd and 1^st degree.

I don't have health insurance so I didn't go to the hospital for a few days. I didn't realize how bad it was until almost a week later. The pain was so severe I couldn't sleep, couldn't do much of anything. The placement on My arm meant it was constantly being irritated, working in the kitchen meant it was constantly exposed to MORE heat and steam

if you've ever had a burn worse than 1^st degree you'll know how incredibly painful that is

The thing couldn't fucking heal because I was constantly using My arm. On My third visit to the ER the idiot nurse wiped at My burn with a dry piece of fucking woven fucking gauze, which ripped it wide open and I bled all over the place. Fun Times!

I also had the added bonus of My best friend being away on a trip for the month so I didn't have much help, or support or anyone to drive Me back and forth from the hospital either. It was really rough.

I mean, I hang from hooks for FUN, and this shit hurt so bad I cried, three times.

Alot of folks asked for pictures of My injury. I found that in really bad taste. It's like damn, sometimes My fans are so nuts. That shits personal, you want Me to unwrap My serious injury and take a selfie of it? For what? You freaks.

I DID take a selfie of My super sexy bandage. Also, let's quickly discuss how difficult it is to bandage your arm yourself, with only the use of one hand. Go ahead, try and wrap some guaze and cotton and then koflex around your arm yourself, ghead. Not as easy as it looks is it?

On one of the days, Miss Bettie Bondage aka nurse Bettie came and helped Me. She's actually the one who kinda sorta convinced Me to go to the hospital.

As a side note, Bettie and I went to Natural Bridge state park it was the first time I went. http://www.mass.gov/eea/agencies/dcr/massparks/region-west/natural-bridge-state-park-generic.html

what an amazing place! I fell in love. I can't wait to go back, I want to go all the time. There was weird sculpture and huge marble and granite slabs and of course I took the opportunity to flash a little bit. I dunno what you do when you encounter beautiful things in nature, but I tend to want to get naked all over them.

AAANNNYway: She told me about this amazing cream, and so I went to the pharmacy looking for it and the lady said its prescription only, is it for that monstrosity on your arm> GO TO THE ER!

So I did.

Going to the hospital alone is, well, lonely.

Lots of facebook friends and twitter followers saying things like, if I was closer I'd help!

And My amazing fans sending Me get well wishes and some gifts from My wishlist to cheer Me up. It was nice.

But made Me question My life in weird ways.

Like, if the dude you crush on doesn't give a fuck that you're alone in pain and crying, but random strangers who jerk off to naked photos of you do, what does that mean exactly? What do you o with this knowledge? HAHA, well, you know the pain pills they had Me on had a lot to do with My late night self reflections and subsequently writing some heady butthurt emails to people I thought should know exactly how I felt.

There was a time in My life maybe that I would have been happy to have such a big bottle of pain pills. That time is most definitely over. I didn't think they were doing anything except making Me overly emotional and slow and groggy and want to sleep a lot and cuddle chihuahuas and watch movies. I stopped taking them for a few days and ended up in a lot of pain. SO: I did almost finish the prescription, but ultimately threw some of them away. I have shit to do mang!

So, here's a topless photo of Me and My bandage, and here's the tumblr post where you can read more about it:

http://bellaregretta.tumblr.com/post/88714149058/so-if-youve-been-reading-my

So, during this mayhem and sadness some other awesome stuff happened. Morgan fey came to visit Me!

If hyou don't know Morgan fey, she is a radical burlesque dancer here in western MA and I adore her. https://www.facebook.com/morganlefey86?fref=ts

We had a lot of fun. I cooked some dinner, we went an d had a drink and then we met up with photographer Chris Addams and went to the carnival! Now, Morgan Fey didn't dress up for a photo shoot she just looks this amazing ALL the time. Two burlesque stars go to the carnival with a fetish photographer and he doesn't bring a camera. Unbelievable huh? He was also afraid to take pics of us flashing at the carnival. But Morgan aint no dummy, she came up into the ferris wheel with Me and took some pics. We went on rides, we ate sugary things that are awful for you, much fun was had.

Here's some photographic evidence:

It's thus been the summer of finding amazing outdoor locations that I didn't know about before. Sometimes it's easy to fall in love with western MA all over again. I also found the most excellent cemetery from the 1800s that I've been spending a lot of time in lately. It's the chihuahua and I's favorite place to be. Shady, no one goes there, and I can even secretly film pee videos. Again, I dunno what you do in cemeteries, but apparently I make piss videos.

They aren't available anywhere yet, My Clips4sale store has had a few snags with updating new content, BUT Julie Simone is gong to be taking over and doing editing for Me so that will be rolling again very shortly.

There IS some piss clips there now:

Anyway: here's some photos from the graveyard. Selfies, I'll get a photographer there eventually. (I had three different photographers cancel on me this month already, but that's a story for another day)

My Dad also came into town. That was fun. We went out for dinner at this place that opened in place of a defunct restaurant he used to work at.

They don't have a website yet but they have a fb: https://www.facebook.com/7Grille

This is one of the best meals I can remember having in Pittsfield MA in quite some time!

What a pleasant surprise! They redid the entire interior, lots of cozy dueces at the bar, wood booths with their gorgeous wine selection displayed everywhere.

We told the chefs to just cook whatever they wanted to and we were extremely happy with the results.

Calamari, done perfectly, a three cheese bake served with excellent bread, shrimp and scallops with saffron-ed rice. Gorgeous. I will definitely be going again.

Here's some foodporn:

I also got to do some sessions at La Domaine Esemar in upstate NY

www.LaDomaine.com I will be available for sessions there again July 7,8 and 9^th

My next blog will have more info on that and some more upcoming events!

To book a session with Me read all the info and then send Me a polite letter of introduction to: MistressBellaVendetta@gmail.com info here: www.MistressBellaVendetta.com

Another exciting thing that happened is that Bob Coulter FINALLY released this very old set of Me and My favorite Midget, Nik Sin. This was long ago, back when I had somehow convinced Nik to make really weird porn with Me in NYC. In this set I am one of his super fans and I stalk him at his house and he drugs Me then ties Me up and has his way with Me. Midget porn, weird stalker midget porn that invvles drugs. It really is one of the weirdest things I've ever shot I think.

Bob Coulter has the tendancy to bring that out in Me, here's some teasers, but you can seee 13 whole pages of high res photo of this weird shit on www.Crazybabe.com

Hopefully this blog isn't too weird for you yet because we aren't done.

The last and most awesome thing that happened was that we got out to the woods to do some suspensions. Some ROP crew from NYC came into town and some other suspension folks from New York and Anchors Aweigh suspension team came and we hung a first timer, and hung our friend Anthony chest over a waterfall, coming up out of the water. Was totally beautiful./ Perfect day with friends, family, blood hooks and water. After you've suspended outside in the forest it sorta takes the fun out of doing it anywhere else. This just feel right. We also hung our friend Tim lotus. It was gorgeous, he was up for a very long time, Brandon Stack took some gorgeous photos but I haven't gotten them back yet so here's some stinky cell phone pics for now.

Another fun thing that happened is that BECK fucking played at MASSMOCA! http://massmoca.org/ and one of My slaves and one of My favorite fans made sure I had tickets.  I didn't want to go alon e so I brought photographer Zennifer with Me.  what a good show!  the sound was fucking amazing!  He did sort of a greatest hits thing, which satisfied everyone, but I of course wanted something a little more obscure.  Nonetheless, it was an excellent show!  Here's Zennifer and I rocking out

That's all for now folks, I left My camera in the back of Orbs car, I know I know, BAD Bella, I'll get it back shortly, until then there will be another new blog with lots of upcoming awesomeness! Stay tuned!

As always:

find Me on facebook here: https://www.facebook.com/BeautifulRevengeProduction

on twitter here: https://twitter.com/BellaVendetta

on tumblr here: http://bellaregretta.tumblr.com/

CALL ME on Niteflirt here: www.niteflirt.com/BellaVendetta and you can also buy photosets and other goodies there!

And learn how to spoil Me and send some nice things off My wishlist etc here: http://bellaregretta.tumblr.com/post/80928425791/spoil-me  In fact go ahead and send Me something because there's fucking 46 free photos in this blolg.  Show Me some love!  Til next time freaks!

Upcoming events for summer 2014

prepare yourself, cuz there's ALOT of em!

I'm already a bit late with this blog because some things I had meant to blog about already happened.

Well: ONE: I danced! It had been a while since I danced at the stripclub and I had a REALLY fun time. I didn't really take any photos, sorry I failed at that. As you may have seen from a previous blog entry, I made the huge mistake of leaving My camera bag with ALL of My cameras in the back of My friends car from nyc after suspensions. Shit affects you even if you aren't the one hanging.

I did take this one for instagram, and My friend sacha took this one of us together that night! I'm wearing a dress that Jersey made Me wear, and I loved it. I wanna wear it again to cam in and do filthy things in. stay tuned til the end of the blog to hear about when I'll be dancing again!

I also got the esteemed honor of attending the schwanendreher aka “human roast” at the world's oldest BDSM training chateau, La Domaine Esemar in upstate NY.

At La Domaine they have abig spit in the backyard for willing human piggies and dolcett fetishists alike to explore their carnal side. First We prepared the meat (lovingly naked skirt steak by Head Mistress Couple) Master R and I sectioned out the cuts, as you can see. And then Miss Couple and Mistress in training Stella in furs basted the slave with a delicious bbq/beer baste. Both Dominas were wearing matching American Flag swimsuits. It was quite the scene I assure you. Luckily there was a photographer there from brooklyn who documented the whole thing. Even more photos and a deeper experience write up about the bbq coming soon. Might even be worthy of a publication, just have to figure out the right one....

I got to cook and cook too! Turkey burgers with spinach and green salsa and oatmeal mixed in. organic beef hot dogs, Master R made homade mayo! I made potato salad, dressed some summer greens, made red cabbage and cauliflower and carrot cole slaw, roasted some corn in the fire, and some fresh baby beets, fruits chips, an amazing feast!

anyhow: Here's a few teaser photos!

So, that was My 4^th of July weekend, how was yours? I also watched fireworks. Naked. From the comfort of My couch..had a PERFECT view. I ate talenti belgian milk chocolate gelato, which is My new favorite thing and really enjoyed life as an american sex worker.

SO, that brings us to NOW.

The next few days until saturday I'll be camming in the afternoons and possibly at night....definitely at night if you'd like to book Me for a custom skype show.

Otherwise you can find Me on www.Bellavendetta.cammodels.com add Me to your favorites and be alerted to when I am online!

I';; also be signed in to NITEFLIRT a lot! So please hit Me up there. It's sort of My new favorite thing. Even if I am not signed in and accepting phone calls, as long as it is a reasonable hour (not 530 fucking AM like some idiots) you can call My line and I'll answer, if I'm busy I can let you know and we can schedule a good time for a phone call. I have tons of different hotlines set up AND I've been uploading some photosets and videos there! Alot of people have been asking Me for pee videos...and I've been spending a lot of time in the woods, by streams and rivers, so I've taken to filming Myself peeing into rivers...and sharing it with all of you! Aren't I so thoughtful!

You can take a look for yourself to see what I have available...

even some prerecorded content of Me reading lesbian erotica vampire bedtime stories.

I know, I AM the most awesome aren't I?

So support the cause, buy something! Send some tribute!

Www.Niteflirt.com/BellaVendetta.com

to check it all out!

JULY 13!!!

I'll be appearing in NYC for Dr Sketchys Anti Art Skool, burlesque life drawing class! I'll be appearing with one of My favorite bitches, Evelyn Vinyl. Very excited to perform alongside her! She's amazingly gorgeous. She'll be performing her strong woman act, and I will be performing a clown act. A clown stripshow...I'm thinking something slow controlled and dirty. Anything dirty done in clown makeup is always more obscene anyway.

You can see TONS of info and find links to buy presale tickets, which I highly recommend btw right here::

https://www.facebook.com/events/1424041484544300/

July 14-18 I will be available for professional BDSM sessions in Queens in Mistress Julie Simone's dungeon. We will possibly be accepting double Domme sessions. I hope this happens, because we only did that once and it was REALLY fun for Me! If you are interested in serving Me visit www.MistressBellaVendetta.com

JULY 24^th I will be dancing AGAIN! YAY! I sometimes wonder why I stopped stripping, but I think these little appearances throughout the summer keep it fun and interesting for Me. So please come out and show some support and have some drinks with Me. Let Me give you a lapdance. I give an AWESOME lap dance. I love giving lap dances.

That's July 24^th, I'll be working sort of odd hours because I have some fans I know can only come during the day, and I really want to see them. And I also want to get out early enough to enjoy bike night downtown too! So: you can find Me at the world famous Club Centerstage 3 pm til 11 pm

www.clubcenterstage.com for more info and directions

JULY 30/31 I'll be available for professional BDSM sessions in the Boston area. Please send a polite letter of introduction to MistressBellaVendetta@gmail.com if you are interested in training with me and serving Me.

I still have some time to squeeze in a few more sessions during My MAINE trip as well

August 1-5 I will be available for sessions in the Portland Maine area.

August 6^th I am teaching a class for the western MA power exchange!

It will be an informal class and discussion about some products and techniques people can use to be sure they are using well disinfected, and sterilized equipment in their home dungeon and at play parties. There's so much conflicting information out there, so I'll introduce some products telll you why and how to use them and we can even compare to things people are using now. The folks at the western MA power exchange haven’t given Me any links yet, but as soon as I have one I will be promoting it via twitter:

www.twitter.com/BellaVendetta

and facebook: www.facebook.com/beuatifulrevengeproductions

*UPDATE**  Here's the event listing on fetlife!  With tons of more info please come join us!
https://fetlife.com/events/266288

I will be available for sessions in the beautiful dungeon at La Domaine Esemar www.LaDomaine.com August 11-13 if you are in the albany area it would be lovely to play in the big fully stocked scary dungeon! So many toys out there in the country!

It's also summer! So: It's a GREAT time to book an outdoor WRESTLING/BOXING/MMA session with Me. This is a GREAT space for outdoor play. I've also enjoyed some wonderful outdoor pet training here. If you are interested in serving Me during My stay please visit www.MistressBellaVendetta.com and read ALL info before sending a polite letter of introduction to: MistressBellaVendetta@gmail.com

August 14^th I will once again be dancing for BIKE NIGHT! In downtown springfield, MA. It's so fun I wanna get as many in as I can! Please stay tuned for particular times I will be appearing.

August 20-Sept 2^nd it's back to sunny california for this tattooed beach bum. YES! Southern Cali slaves rejoice! I will be available for sessions at the beautiful Dungeon West in Los Angeles! http://dungeonlosangeles.com/ I also think it'd be really interesting to do double Domina sessions with Head Mistress Justine Cross while I am there too! If you DARE even consider serving us both. I've heard the tales about Her....

I do NOT want to be overwhelmed or work every day that I am in LA. I will have extremely limited availability with only select clients who know how the fuck to conduct themselves. Please do some research on Me, read My website, really READ IT and then write Me a polite letter of introduction. Tell Me about yourself, your level of experience with bdsm, your kink interests, when you are hoping to book a session with Me. And then we will go from there.

Don't forget there's always My Q&A hotline on Niteflirt that you can call to ask questions about your session and to make arrangements with Me.

Anyhow: I hope I get to meet some new and exciting folks on My travels this summer. I am really looking forward to hitting the road like the old days and making a lot of appearances a lot of different places.

As always follow Me on social media to keep up with the day to day

till next time My lovelies!

WOW. It's been two months since I blogged. Wow. Holy shit. I don't have any excuse, I have never gone that long without blogging/journaling, in over a decade at least. It's out of hand. So many things have happened and I kept making lists of things to include in the blog and then I'd set aside time to blog and then life would happen and I never got the chance to write about it.

Summer was intense!

It was filled with lots of great western MA memories. It's just been go go go since I got home from cali, I miss cali and cannot wait to go back. For sure gonna spend some serious west coast time during this bitter winter we got comin over here in the east.

I've been keeping a list of things that have happened that I wanna mention in this blog, but then I keep losing it so I'm just gonna go off the cuff here and list some of the best moments:

The biggest best thing that's been a long time coming and is ongoing excitement, is the launch of My Clips4sale store!

I know I know, I launched it afew months back, but since then AVN hall of famer Julie Simone has taken over My editing and running the store and it's now being updated every single motherfuckin day!

It's exciting

so exciting AVN news even put put a press release about it

checkit here:

http://business.avn.com/company-news/Fetish-Model-Bella-Vendetta-Launches-Clips4Sale-com-Store-568300.html

You can check out the store here:

www.clips4sale.com/77669

Some of the exciting stuff that has come out there for sale recently are clips from live performances with Draven Star! Some of My early burlesque shows, Boot fetish clips shot by Julie Simone, smoking fetish clips, Me spanking Julie Simones glorious ass, some lost scenes from NYC with Bob Coulter, cake sploshing and lots more. It's exciting.

I've also been all up in Niteflirt. I've found that I sort of love it. I know I've posted before about how much I love just doing conversations, chats and Q&A with My fans. It's been really fun. I have multiple hotlines set up so you can call for various purposes, like just Q&A, BDSM< foot fetish, financial domination and much more. I know that's exciting and all, but what's even MORE exciting is that I've been releasing a whole bunch of never before seen content, videos and mostly photosets there. Some super old (I'm talking 2003) clown porn, exclusive foot fetish selfies and a whole lot more. It's exciting!

You can check it out by visiting My profile here: www.Niteflirt.com/BellaVendetta

Let's talk about some other cool press related stuff that's happened now ok?

Well, I wrote some reviews for The Crash pad queerporn site and that was really fun. Like, it was My job to watch porn, I loved it. You can read all about what I had to say here:

http://crashpadseries.com/queer-porn/2014/porn-stars-review-porn-alt-porns-bella-vendetta-watches-crashpadseries/

I also had a new article go up on Thought Catalog. It's about how much I love music and how I still love to buy albums and I think I am a dying breed, in other words, I am a music elitist. Yep. You can read the Thought Catalog piece here;

http://thoughtcatalog.com/bella-vendetta/2014/08/me-and-my-music-collection/

and you can read the original piece complete with photos of Me untouched by editors on My tumblr,

http://bellaregretta.tumblr.com/post/93318628593/i-love-music-i-dont-think-ill-make-a-statemen

as always follow Me on Tumblr for daily sneak peaks of released photosets and videos on clips4sale.

And! Another cool article just came out! So a few months ago I started this article called "so you wanna shoot soem content trade" and around the same time queer pornsytar Jiz Leewas writing an article on the same very subject for XBIZ Magazine. So naturally they asked Me if I might have some wise words to share. It's a pleasure to be quoted in this piece alongside some really atlented performers I respect and admire. Jiz's article appears in the print issue of XBIZ Magazine and is also publsihed today on pinklabel tv You can check out the article here, which also has links to My original article as well!http://www.pinklabel.tv/on-demand/tricks-of-the-trade-porns-best-practices-for-content-trades-and-shares/

Wanna know what else exciting happened?

Julie Simone's film “Deconstructed Beauty” which I did the faial piercings for, got shown at a film festival in Budapest! Uper exciting! I was very proud of her.

Some other cool stuff happened too!

Like, the Western Massachusetts Power Exchange asked Me to come teach a class. So on Aug 6^th I got to do a cross contamination, disinfection and harm reduction for shared dungeon spaces for the WMPE folks. What a wonderful group of kinky friends! I had a blast. I was worried at first, sometimes teaching those classes is hard and people are argumentative and want to tell you how theyve been doing it this way forever and don't wanna listen to any new information. BUT WMPE folks were not like that at all. They were attentive and took notes and asked thoughtful questions and we ended up having a greta conversation. I was very happy indeed.

Here's a little snapshot I took after My talk, you might recognize burlesque star Morgan Fey looking gorgeopus as ever.

Speaking of photos, I know you've probably all missed My weekly photos here on My blog. Not to fret, I shot quite a bit this summer! I shot this fun set in the river with photographer Zennifer, I haven't gotten them all yet but here's some little teasers, jeans feitsh, dirty muddy feet, what's not to love.  I'm wearing these super sexy new DC skate sneakers sent to Me by foot slave ben!  Thanks Ben I fucking am in love with these sneakers!

On the other end of the art spectrum I also got to finally do a shoot with Under the Rum Tree Photography, aka My friend Lindsey, Lindsey is a cool old skool friend from the bme days, and she loves exploring abandoned buildings, a woman after My own heart! You can check out her work here: www.undertherumtree.blogspot.com

I'm only leaking afew, you'll have to wait for the rest to be released, but I am super pleased with them and love the way they came out. YUS, more clown porn, always more clown porn!

This location is one of My most favorite spots to shoot in in western MA , I'll be shooting there AGAIN thursday, this time with Chris Addams and fetish model Envy Kitten, ropes will be involved, Be excited.

I'll leave you with one more photo. I got the chance to go back and make a special guest appearance at Club Castaway in Whateley MA the other week, was tons of fun and I think I'll be back at least one more time this season!

I pinky swear that I will never go this long without blogging again, I can't promise that I'll get back to My weekly blogging schedule, cuz shit is hectic right now, but I will definitely keep up to date more and share things as they happen instead of months afternoonsI love you guys, I truly do, couldn't do what I do without the support from fans and the community around Me.

It's a very special life I am blessed to be leading thank you for making it possible.

Octo blogo

See guys, I promised you it wouldn't be that long til I wrote another blog. And even tho it's been a few weeks I'm stayin more on top of it. I took some very much needed time OFF this september to deal with some family issues and it was very intense. So unlike every other month when I'm running around like a maniac instead I spent a lot of time alone and out in the woods, which is exactly what I needed.

I DID do some cool stuff tho!

I even have a new model to introduce you to! Her name is Kitten Envy. She's just fukin adorable. She meows. I mean just LOOK at how adorable she is

She is a friend of Chris Addams and Wendy Michelle's and she was visiting and mentioned how she likes ropes so I offered to tie her up. Naturally. THAT is what you do when pretty girls nonchalantly mention they like rope. So Photographer Chris Addams of www.chrisaddams.com came along and I brought them to one of My favorite abandoned places...it's a secret place I only bring special people to. And we got our kink on.

I tied up envy in some pretty burgundy rope, and then put this pretty brand new scary dental gag into her pretty mouth. See how happy she looks tied up and gagged? We did some fun playing, I got to flog her nicely with My horsehair whip, and then we did another fun thing I only do with special people. I choked her with a noose. She liked it. And I like pretty girls who like to be choked. And I like choking pretty girls who enjoy being choked. So that was fun for everyone I think. Chris took pictures, Wendy Michelle took some video and I'll be releasing a bts video on My clips4sale store later on!

You'll be seeing a lot more of Envy in My blog, I just have this feeling. You can go and love her on facebook: www.facebook.com/KittenEnvy

While we are also on the subject of pretty pictures, I got some more pretty pictures back for a shoot I did for www.MistressBellaVendetta.com and I am going to share them here with you before they even go live on the site!

So: as you can see I've been pretty busy being kinky and documenting it on film. It's a pretty good life I lead, I am happy with it, no matter how crazy it seems at times, unpredictable and bananas, I don't think I'd change it for the world.

Take this month for instance.

THIS SUNDAY! Oct 5^th I will be appearing at the world famous Club Centerstage in downtown springfiled, MA.

7 pm til 2 am, I'll be there dancing with Wendy Michelle and some of My other favorite house dancers! My most favorite bartender is gonna be there and I can't wait to see you all

please check out www.clubcenterstage.com for more info and details

I was REALLY hoping to get some new stripper dresses. If I get spoiled with new stripper dresses I think I'll want to dance like, ALOT this month, like maybe even 3 or 4 times, see that, that's how I spoil you right back! So if you want to spoil Me with some stripper dresses you can find a whole bunch of em on My wishlist here: http://www.amazon.com/registry/wishlist/FOUNWAR05H7K/ref=cm_sw_r_tw_ws_78Zlub101B4QX

If you have new stripper dresses you sort of also need new stripper SHOES! And I'm in need of some pretty bad. I wanna dance, and I love being spoiled with gorgeous shoes, but there's really only specific ones I can dance in. So if you visit My FOOT FETISH only wishlist you can read the comments and see where I write...need for dancing, for a specific shoot etc... and you can find that here:

http://www.amazon.com/registry/wishlist/3FQ5PVP7BH5DG/ref=cm_sw_r_tw_ws_q-Zlub0BH19BB

I'm also really in need of a new set of kitchen knives AND a new cutting board. These are all important items in My world, stripper dresses, cutting boards and sharp knives. I have a whole different wishlist JUST for foodie items, and you can find that here:

www.amazon.com/registry/wishlist/U0M49GB2VDDY/ref=cm_sw_r_tw_ws_r-Zlub0YWP4BC

Thru October I'm going to offer a little incentive. Anyone who spends $100 or over on wishlist items such as stripper shoes and dresses I can wear at the club, will get a free thank you skype session where I dance a lil and show you what I got, 10-20 min chat striptease, it'll be fun I promise!

Anyone who spends $100 or more on knives/chopping block/deep fryer/ useful things I need in My kitchen, will receive a free ONE HOUR skype show of Me cooking and hanging out with yo in My kitchen. I've done these before and it's REALLY fun! So I hope some people jump on this and take advantage and hang out with Me during My favorite holiday season! I'll be in my kitchen bakin pumpkin pies! Wooo! These cooking shows dont generally involve nudity, and you just get to hang out with Me, but I am fun and sexy and flirty and Ill tease ya anyway I promise <3 Cooking with Bella Vendetta! FALL IN NEW ENGLAND! I AM SO STOKED!

If you DO send some gifts and are interested in this exchange please drop Me an email to let Me know! BellaVendetta666@gmail.com

I JUST cut up a little sugar pumpkin tonight. Roasted some of it to make pumpkin pies with, sorted the guts and rind to make pumpkin stock with, and then made some garlic sesame chili roasted pumpkin seeds! Yowza! I got the fall pumpkin fever! I might make pumpkin pancakes for breakfast or something crazy

Anyway, I got distracted

back to My schedule

Ok, so Sunday Oct 5^th at Club Centerstage

I will be in NYC Oct! I will be there for Oct 11-12 to attend BinderCon! I am super stoked and proud to say that I will be there. http://bindercon.com/

It is a symposium for women writers! So many inspiring women will be there I can't wait! I will not be available for ANYTHING those two days as I want to be able to turn My brain off and focus and absorb the information and relax and have a good time.

I WILL be available in NYC for My friends to take Me out for dinners and drinks maybe.

I am making Myself available for foot sessions, SPH sessions, and findom sessions only. It is also a good time to book a meet and greet, coffee Q&A or formal dinner with Mistress. I am available for these meetings Oct 10 and 13. Possibly could be lured into staying til the 14 or 15 if there's enough incentive for Me.

To arrange a meeting please visit www.MistressBellaVendetta.com for more details and to find contact info. And email: MistressBellaVendetta@gmail.com with a formal, polite leter of introduction, not some dumb shit like, how much baby, or u do xtras? That is NOT a polite letter of introduction to send to a Pro Domme you wish to serve. If this confuses you visit www.ShitMyfanssay.livejournal.com and see some examples of idiots I have mocked and humiliated for not knowing how to act.

GOOD NEWS for western MA/Tri State area folks.

I will be dungeon sitting for the world's oldest BDSM training chateau, la Domaine Esemar outside of Albany NY for a whole week!

From Oct 21-27 I will be available for sessions in the multi room, fully equip dungeon space. For this week ONLY I may be willing to waive My deposit protocol since there will be no travel involved on My part. Take advantage subbies! This is only applicable if you can write a proper letter of introduction, have done your homework on Me and are fully prepared to train and serve!

Please visit www.LaDomaine.com to learn about the etiquette and protocol of the space. It is truly beautiful with more toys than I could have time to play with!

I am most interested in doing some extremely sadistic things in the dungeon's medical fetish room. Play piercing sessions please! Scary sexy dentist sessions please!

There is also a gorgeous space with tons of wigs, makeup, outfits and more for sissification, cross dressing and transformation sessions.

There's a lovely array of implements, cages, crosses, whipping posts, and much much more.

Come out and play with Mistress Bella!

And then it's Halloween....and I haven't any plans for Halloween yet....

which means there's still plenty of time for another blog this month!

As always, please keep up with My Clips4sale store. Julie Simone and I have been working REALLY hard on it, it's updated every single day. There's been some really great stuff going up, old skool burlesque performances from back in the day, bts from fetish photoshoots, nail fetish videos, clips featuring Wendy Michelle, Joanna Angel, Draven Star and Lady Elizabeth from My GUNFUCKED series I have slowly been releasing. I'm stoked on it, I wish you would be too! Please support Me! Buy some clips so I can keep making them because My life is so rad I want to keep going with the insanity and see what comes next!

Www.clips4sale.com/77669

here's some stills from some of My fetish clips:

as always you can follow Me on twitter: www.twitter.com/BellaVendetta Instagram: Bella Vendetta, Tumblr: www.bellaregretta.tumblr.com and facebook: www.facebook.com/beautifulrevengeproductions to see when I release teasers and stills as I put out new videos!

See you next time lovers! <3 BV

I say that like it's a bad thing...oh sigh, another October blog. But in reality I'm excited. I've managed to do more than one blog a month, am trying REALLY hard to keep up with you guys. I do appreciate all the feedback, fanmail, and even some of the more entertaining hate mail I get. I haven't been keeping up with www.shitMyfanssay.livejournal.com as much as I should, but I DAO have a whole folder of stuff marked for that site. On the flipside of that, I've received some really nice polite letter of introduction, and am happy to say I have added a few more slaves into My stable this month. I'm looking forward to teaching, learning, growing and training with these lucky few.

Being a lifestyle Domina is sometimes a tricky balance, you constantly have people transitioning in and out of your life. I'm at a particularly good point with it I feel. I have been extremely selective about which sessions I accept and whom I give My time to.

Putting that energy into the world has allowed Me to train with a higher caliber of individual. And the Universe, tho she has fucked with Me a lot in the last few years, finally feels like she's being kind to Me.

I got the extreme pleasure of being able to attend Bindercon, a symposium for women writers in NYC.

http://bindercon.com/

It was a pretty magical experience. Because of the insanity going on in My personal life I wasn't even sure I was going to be able to make it up until a few days beforehand. Plans were very up in the air and kept changing, and finally I just said FUCKIT and drove My shitty car to NJ packed with My dogs, and a bunch of paperwork and My computer and tons of clothes. In september things were really crazy for Me, and I had a “in case shit hits the fan” bag prepacked. I hadn't looked at it in like, a month and that's what I took to NJ with Me. Which made for interesting surprises in wardrobe. Business casual would probably have been best, but I was rocking knee socks and mini skirts and combat boots. So what. I was THAT girl all weekend.

Because of the groups of people I hang out with, ya know: bikers, pornstars, circus folks, tattoo artists, it is not very often that I am the weirdest one in the room. But we were at NYU, lots of academia nerds and well dressed women. I was also on a scholarship there, and there were definitely times when I felt like, that weird pornstar charity case. It was weird! The first few hours and workshops/panels there everyone kept asking Me, “what do you write?” That became the question of the weekend. I never quite knew what to say. Um, blogs about My life in the dungeon, safe sex and std harm reduction essays, interviews with metal bands, commentary on the adult industry, poetry, hate mail, screen plays, clip descriptions, I mean, if I said one thing I had to say em all. And I wasn't sure how people would react to Me saying, oh I'm a pornstar, or oh I'm a sex worker.

You never know how people are going to react. And I was by Myself, I didn't have a hot tattooed posse like I usually do. I think I told some people some generic stories, none of them were untrue, I was just testing the waters.

I DID have one fellow bme freak with Me, Lindsey Likes Cats of Under the Rum Tree Photography

you may remember her from this blog I wrote: http://myownbrain.livejournal.com/105011.html where we got together and shot some clown porn in an abandoned building. I have known Lindsey for a really long time via the bmezine.com scene, back in the days of IAM, which won't mean anything to you unless you were also a part of IAM. So basically, we met because of My friend Shannon Larrat, founder of BME who as many of you know passed away two years ago. We hadn't really hung out solo before but we did that shoot and I had such a good time working with her that I recommended her to Bindercon as a photographer. SO: she got the gig! And we got to roll together to and from NJ and everyday to NYU.

It was really inspiring to be there. So many different women who all did such different things. Everyone was SO welcoming and so nice, by the end of the first day I had totally relaxed. In fact at the mixer that night I started just telling people that I was a sex worker. Guess what, nobody cared.

It was national coming out day the next day anyway, so I figured if there was anywhere I could openly exclaim that I was a part about the sex industry AND still get taken seriously as a writer it was at this conference.

By the second day I had let go of all the bullshit I was holding onto from the drama back home. I was just there, and totally present. And nerdy and taking notes and had met some really wonderful people. I know it's hard for some people to get, that I am rather shy. Because you know, I take My clothes off onstage in front of hundreds of people and I fuck on film. But, I am rather an introvert.

Lindsey and I joked that it was a convention of introverts. How awesome. I mean, EVERYONE was shy! Everyone was nervous and pushing themselves out of their shells. It was really pretty magical.

Everyone was encouraging and open with information.

I have been in the porn industry for so long that I forgot it's not always like that. It's not always cut throat with people wishing for you to fail and stepping on your neck to get ahead. Before you write Me hate mail, I know that isn't true for all of the adult industry, I certainly have developed a lovely little family and community of sex workers who I would be lost without.

For so many years now every time I write something it's, PORNSTAR BELLA VENDETTA WRITES A RECIPE! PORSNSTAR BELLA VENDETTA INTERVIEWS WATAIN! Or whatever the case may be. It was really nice to be Bella, a writer, who was also involved in the adult industry and that was intriguing, instead of defining.

There were so many specific highlights it'd be hard to choose a few to write about, each panel, each connection and each experience was really special to Me. I felt super lucky to be able to be the token tatted up pornstar, haha. Thank you so much to Lux Alptraum for all of her hard work and for letting Me be a part of this. http://www.luxalptraum.com/

The day after the convention I got some soul crushing really depressing news that put Me into bed all day sad. I was so bummed because I wanted to hold onto the magic of the convention, but I guess with any successful convention of any sort, post convention depression is inevitable. Wasn't a really good convention unless you get super depressed that you're not there anymore. Like every bme event ever.

I also wanted to bring up the strange circle and how I met Lindsey and stuff because this weird thing happened. I brought a notebook with Me to take notes. I took My notebook out during the only class that I actually took notes in: (which was Laura Shins lecture, she's so fucking awesome btw)

and I'm flipping through and I find all these notes about Shannon Larratt and bme.

Right after Shannon had committed suicide I had promised Lux that I would write a piece about him for fleshbot.com. The problem was I didn't stop crying for so long and I was so sad that writing it was really hard. I ended up getting My shit together enough to come up with this piece:

http://straight.fleshbot.com/5959268/rip-shannon-larratt-the-accidental-pornographer

Just seeing it there brought up a lot of feels, and then having Lindsey there taking photos, and us exchanging old bme stories.

Laura Shin nonchalantly brought up some things that hit close to home for Me. Why should YOU write this story.

I mean guys come on, let's face it. I have had a crazy fucking life! I mean, I had to take a break from writing this blog to take a phone call from a slave in Egypt! I need to write My own stories because I am the only one living them!

Actually, read about that ridiculous exchage here: www.shitMyfanssay.livejournal.com

I do have stories. Alot of em, you couldn't even make this shit up. And while, I never wanna turn into the type of person who USED to be a sex worker and now makes a living off of the fact that they USED to be a sex worker....I am finding My focus shifting as I get older.

I very much feel like everything is falling into place, it's all happening for a reason. Being at Bindercon, mourning My friend, visiting My family in Nj after all this insanity and back and forth each day.

It was an intense whirlwind trip to NY. I loved every second of it. Right down to drunkenly flirting with cute pretty boy boxer from the Dominican when Lindsey and I closed the afterparty down

(they LEFT a pile of drink tickets there, what kind of monsters do you think we are!)

It was the second time I believe ever in My life that I did a NY trip NOT for the purpose of working and making money. The first time was when I went to My photographer Atom Moore's gallery show at Sacred Gallery honoring the life of our brother and member of Rites of Passage Suspension Group, Zidney Fiendish. It featured some really old school photos of Zid performing fire at the very first BellaVendetta.com launch party in NYC 2003. It made Me cry. I didn't work. I just took some days off and hung out with My friends and it was the best Ny trip ever.

So, this time I just focused on being there, being present, not being distracted by the phone, didn't even turn My computer on just looked, listened, wrote, and then ate really REALLY fucking good food with My family!

As such, I sort of failed on the picture front. I'm sorry. I did take a few on My phone, and Lindsey took one drunken selfie of us too:

SO, after Bindercon, I drove back to MA with My chihuahuas and all My stuff. I was home long enough to unpack the car, spend the afternoon in the woods (which is something I MUST do after spending that long in the concrete jungle)

I gotta, ya know, get My feet in the grass. Drink some water out of a stream or something. In this case I went to an old cemetery from the 1800s and shot some foot feitsh porn.

I have a new foot slave (holla slave toes!) who bought Me this sexy bronze pedicure. I'll be having My girl Julie Simone edit it for Me and have it ready for My #clips4sale store soon

www.clips4sale.com/77669

Then I pretty much packed My car back up, packed the chihuahuas back up and got back in the car for the next roadtrip. Got to sleep in My bed for one night!

I was off to springfield, where I was staying with My homegirl Jersey (funny right, just came from Jersey then I was chilling with Jersey, what are the odds)

on the way there My ear hurt really fukin bad. It had hurt the night before too I attributed it to the way My glasses were sitting on it. I wanted to have enough time to stop and get My glasses adjusted, but I was strapped for time as it was, and I didn't wanna leave the dogs in the car.

SO dropped My doggies off with the doggie sitters, and then fetish model Wendy Michelle and I drove to Worcester for the Rock and shock pre party show

KING DIAMOND!

I bought these tickets right when they came out, and I was glad too because it was sold out!

So many people! The palladium was packed. It's one of My favorite venues and I have a lot of great memories of it. I was wearing this really cute skirt that was waiting for Me from My wishlist when I got home from NY. LOVED it!

Again, I pretty much failed with photos. I was too caught up in the moment.

Wendy and I fought our way to a pretty good location, and happened to be next to these guys who were also super into King Diamond and screaming every word.

I have a lot of thoughts about this show. For many years now I have been so spoiled, and going backstage, or in the press box, or even ON stage during some of My most favorite metal acts. I'm a spoiled rotten bitch what can I say. I'm Bella Fuckin Vendetta, I got it like that.

But apparently not like that like that, because I had no pull for a King interview or press pass or anything fancy. I bought My tickets just like all the other little people. They were expensive too!

But, My point is: Metal shows are not very friendly to two little, tiny chicks there by themselves. It's hard to get a good spot. People try to muscle past you and throw you around, dudes who are like eight feet tall will push you aside like a rag doll and stand right the fuck in front of you. There's no chivalry in metal, and there are no gentlemen. What they don't know tho, is that I wear steel toed boots for a reason, and I am not afraid to throw elbows and call people out for being dickheads too. So Wendy and I had a decent view. He played every single song I could have ever wanted to hear. The sound was SO good, the vocals were literally perfect. I was so impressed with all of it. The lame thing about metal shows in 2014 is that everyone and their mother has a damn cell phone held up that they are recording shitty cell phone footage of.

I didn't do that. But the guys in front of Me did that. I just found this video, and I think it's maybe the guy who was in front of us, LOL

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cXl8XDSKFXU

I didnt know if I should share that, because you're not supposed to film there, and I am all for artists being paid for their work and not stealing from them and respecting boundaries

so with that said, if you watch that: go and support King Diamond

even if you don't LIKE King Diamond...I DO and you can buy Me some King merchandise and I would be really happy

in Fact a new re issue box set is coming out really soon and you could do your part to keep artists in business by buying it for Me.

Consumerism come full circle.

Anyway, I took these ridiculous photos. Wendy met her friend Molly who was an old aol chat friend at King Diamond so I took a picture of them taking a selfie, and then we all tried to take a selfie together and it didn't go very well:

I also took this picture after the show with one of My fans Duncan, who is an awesome metal head!

Here we are lookin like a couple of sweaty metal heads who just got our mind blown into oblivion by King motherfucking Diamond!

http://instagram.com/p/uPVvN0Hj1P/

I ALSO ran into the dudes from Skeletonwitch! I had actually met them a few years earlier at the Palladium in worcester, they had a random night off, and who would miss a King Diamond tour?

You can actually read the interview I did with them when we met here:

http://www.burningangel.com/en/word/skeletonwitch/641

I actually saw all kinds of people I know. It was a wonderful time, I still can't believe how good it was, I want to go see him again!

The next day I awoke and My ear was hurting really, REALLY bad, throbbing in fact. SO I went to check it out, and discovered I had a motherfucking TICK embedded on the ridge of My ear! I tried not to freak out, and had Jersey get it out with tweezers, but it was so swollen she couldn't get it all. I decided I should be safe and went to the ER, where they opened My ear up and got it all out and hurt Me very badly in the process. They also cross contaminated everything and I feared for My life because all I could think about was the germs and how much blood there must be in those rooms no one ever properly cleans up. GROSS. They gave Me antibiotics, and big strong dose of em, and after only like 2 hours of sleep and a trip to the emergency room I finally got some sleep for a little bit.

Later that night was My girl Jerseys bday celebration, I was her sober driver and drove her around brought her out to a nice dinner at Adolfos in springfield, MA

YUM! Christmas is coming, gift certificates for here are much appreciated! It's so gangster in there! Like, literal gangsters having lunch HAHAH, I loved it, also excellent food.

http://adolfosrestaurant.com/

BUT, The insanity did not end there.

The day after THAT I danced at the world famous Club Centerstage in downtown springfield, MA

www.clubcenterstage.com

Someone don't know who, because they never made themselves known....sent Me a REALLY pretty stripper dress of My wishlist and I got to wear it, once again tho, I failed at pictures, I'm sorry.

I also used My bindercon tote to sling feminist porn at the stripclub, which felt very appropriate:

I worked day shift with little Wendy Michelle, made some money, continued Jerseys birthday celebration and THEN went to see GWAR back in Worcester.

Gwar was...eh....lackluster.

I mean, it was Gwar so it was still entertaining. I was very excited to see this new “lead singer” Vulvatron. A FEMALE lead of a well known metal band? I was sure if anyone could pull it off it'd be Gwar, plus I had hear that she squirts blood out of her tits.

So, she wasn't exactly a lead singer, she was more like....a sexy distraction from how bad they actually were. And yah she shot blood out of her tits, but she literally just....came from backstage with her tits bared, squirting blood, people cheered, then she went backstage and put he top back on.

I've seen Gwar probably ten times in my life. There's always a show, a play, it's theater. It's ridiculous but it somehow makes sense. There's generally no spewing of blood just for the sake of spewing blood....so, I dunno, I wasn't too impressed. And it made Me miss Oderus, and I feel bad for everyone who hasn't seen Gwar before and who now has to see the new incantation of them. It looked very much like they were going thru the motions. And the best song all night was the one of Dave Brockie projected onto a screen in the beginning.

Luckily I had much better seats for Gwar than King Diamond, I didn't have to fight My way up there cuz I had no real interest in being drenched by fake blood. I'm sorry I'm too old for that. Besides, I'm drenched with real blood enough in my life that that doesn't excite Me too much.

I digress.

So: the day after Gwar (are you still following, I still hadnt been home yet)

I went to Kimber Doll's wedding.

I DID take photos but I'm not going to post them here, those are special not for your eyes.

But it was beautiful and small and I cried. Yes, I cried at her wedding. She looked so beautiful and so happy.
I WILL show you this selfie I took in the bathroom tho, because the bathroom at this country club was aaaaawesome!

And after the wedding I packed the dogs up and packed My car again and drove home thru some janky ass back roads with no cell reception and somehow made it home before 2 am.

Then I slept in My bed for one night

AND NOW

I am dungeon sitting (which is sort of like house sitting but way more fun) for the world's oldest BDSM training chateau

La Domaine Esemar

www.LaDomaine.com

Finally getting a chance to reflect and write, answer some emails and get some work done

I have some sessions here, and availability for more.

You can even call Me up on the dungeon phone if you'd like to discuss the possibility of training with Me.

I will be available for sessions here til the 27^th

visit www.MistessBellaVendetta.com for more info about serving Me

Since I'm out here in upstate NY I'm considering dancing at one of the stripclubs near Albany NY...would you guys come and see Me?

Please keep up with Me on social media because I will post about it there and let everyone know where they can come see Me!

Www.twitter.com/BellaVendetta

www.bellaregretta.tumblr.com

www.facebook.com/beautifulrevengeproductions

and as always keep up with My clips 4 sale store, which has been being updated almost every single day with new video content!

Www.clips4sale.com/77669

Sure feels pretty fuckin good! October was a crazy month filled with much travel. I spent the last week of Oct house sitting at La Domaine Esemar www.LaDomaine.com the country estate in upstate NY. I was really excited, coming off of a few weeks on the road to be able to relax and unwind there and planned on spending a lot of time outside in the woods. Unfortunately it rained every single fucking day that I was there. I brought stupid frou frou fluffy boots with Me that were not appropriate for gallivanting around the muddy fall new england woods.

SEE

So, I didn't get the be the nature nymph I wanted to be. It WAS nice tho the to alone out in the country with no cell reception. I did a lot of self care. Long luxurious baths in the big fancy bathtub there. Lots of reading, there's so many good books at La Domaine, I laid around eating chocolate and wearing lingerie and reading books about the psychology of power exchange. Pretty much exactly what you'd expect a Mistress would do in a dungeon while everyone is away.

I also got the chance to do some shooting. I got new shoes and a new pedicure from slave toes so I got to shoot some POV foot fetish stuff, got to do some cam shows from the dungeon, got to masturbate all over the house. I mean really, what else do you expect Me to do if I house sit for you? I also got to do some really great sessions. Cock and ball torture. Tickle torture, rope bondage, got to play with all the pretty toys in that big gigantic dungeon. I shot My first EVER footage of Me with a male slave. I really can't believe it's taken Me so many years to shoot with a male submissive. People ask all the time, just never felt right. BUT, My tickle slave is so great, and seriously weird and demented and he makes the most insane laughter when he is being tortured. I love it. You will too because all of that will be coming soon to My Clips4sale store here: www.clips4sale.com/77669

Master R who has been running La Domaine, the world's oldest BDSM training chateau for over 20 years and who is also a Master in his own right in the kitchen. Left Me all kinds of goodies. Chocolate cakes (it's like he KNEW I was bleeding) and organic veggies and this lovely piece of salmon.

I made some isreali cous cous and roasted root vegetables to go with it. Quite awesome to eat such good food and stare out the window at the woods and the birds. Master R has a lot of bird feeders and squirrels and chipmunks and adorable woodland creatures that he feeds. You can sit in the picture window in the dining room and watch. Sometimes he feeds them all like he's goddamn dungeon Master level snow white. He's got the squirrels trained..I shit you not..he squirts them with water guns and zaps them when they fuck with his woodland creature and wild bird feeding schedule. My chihuahuas LOVED it!  They curled on the couch in tiny blanket fort nests, and little Olive STARED out the window mezmerized by the birds! isn't she precious?

I got to eat very well while at La D. Here's that lovely salmon meal and a pretty dope pepper and egg sandwich I made with the leftover salmon the next day

Domesticated Pornstar status. Here's some photos of My sexy new shoes and some of the selfie camera fun I had in the guest room. Pornographic Evidence.

While I was there I also went and danced at this little stripclub I had never heard of. It's called Capital Hideaway. It is like this magical little oasis spot of a stripclub. So magical I almost don't even wanna talk about it for fear of breaking some magic spell that must be on the place. It's really so cool, has a cool history, female manager who really gives a fuck about the girls, which is a very rare thing in this industry. A nice pole! And really dope private rooms that you have to climb an old iron spiral staircase to get to. It's in the middle of nowhere..like...you're traveling along going, where the fuck am I, I must be lost...then BAM there's just this stripclub. Out in Wynantskill NY. One girl on stage at a time, which makes Me so happy, I got to dance to My choice of music which makes Me so happy. It's a juice bar, NO BOOZE, but that also means FUL NUDITY! Woohoo! I had a really great experience working there. Such a great experience that I'm going back! I'll be back

FRIDAY NOV 7^th! 7 pm til 3 am

you can find more info, contact number and directions here:http://www.capital-hideaway.com/

I'm hoping to work there as much as possible during the holiday season so please come show some love. Since there's no booze it's also 18 and up! Bring your dollas motherfuckers!

I finally came home the day before halloween and was able to unpack, cook a meal and get a good night's sleep. On Halloween I just wasn't really feelin it this year. I tried. I put on orange and black eye makeup and cute halloween socks and went walking around by Myself in the mountains. Went antiquing, but didn't find anything I fell in love with. Went home and made some halloween cookies. Burned them. Got overly emotional about it because I was bleeding, put on fleece pajamas, and spent the night eating burnt cookies and watching My favorite horror movies. Pretty perfect.

It was good actually because the next day Bettie Bondage came to visit. She had sent Me this really beautiful 13 foot orange crush nylon lunge whip a few weeks prior. I hadn't even cracked it yet. You need like, a solid 20 foot span of open space to be able to really throw lunge whips, I had planned on practicing at La Domaine, but then the rain ruined that. We had photographer Zennifer come out, and I brought everyone to one of My favorite old forgotten cemeteries from the 1800s. Can you believe it, it was fucking raining! It was cold and dreary...Bettie and I even contemplated not shooting, BUT damn am I glad we did. We decided to just go for it. Bettie is a trooper so we went out in the rain and I got to throw the orange lunge whip and Bettie looked beautiful and I tore up her thighs and ass. I put a special little love knot in the end of it just for her<3 it was her birthday weekend! We shot some video that we'll use for My clips4sale store #77669, it's great, you can hear the rain drop, hear the long whip cutting through the air and that scary noise it makes. Shot in HD. I am so excited about the stuff I've been shooting. It's really nice to feel so excited about porn again, and to not feel pressure to make any certain kind, and just do what the fuck I want. THANK YOU to all of My awesome and loyal fans and weirdos who keep BUYING My shit so I can afford to keep making it. I appreciate it more than you know. As always please keep checking out the clips store it's updated pretty much every single goddamn day!

Www.clips4sale.com/77669

Zennifer gave Me JUST a few of the stills she took and I screamed with glee. They are exactly how I wanted them. I don't think Bettie has ever looked more beautiful. Majestic lesbian domination in the berkshire hills. Enjoy:

If you enjoyed those you may want to thank Bettie by sending her a nice birthday gift of her wishlist here:

http://www.amazon.com/registry/wishlist/2KWHDBX36PX9Z/ref=cm_sw_r_tw_ws_kR5vub0DACYJ1

I bet she sends nice dirty photos as thank yous.

You can also support her by visiting her clips4sale store too:

http://clips4sale.com/27897

The next day we had a lovely brunch and went and stuffed ourselves full of an insane amount of food. It honestly wasn't even that good, but we ate it anyway. Then she went away covered in melts with a sore ass from Mistress Bella Vendetta and had family birthday dinner.

My life is wonderful.

Later that day I was lounging around My house, thinking how I didn't really want to get back to real life, looking at the 807 (no joke) emails I had to reply to and wondering where to start, My house? The email? Writing? So I did what any hard working american would do...I mindlessly scrolled through facebook. I came across some news tho, Mortals, this metal band that I love from NY was playing albany Ny at this little venue I sort of loved and it was a FREE show. It's like the procrastination gods were smiling on Me! I'm not too psyched these days anymore about going to shows alone, so I got a hold of My friend Amie, who is this adorable rockabilly chick who I'm going to have model for My website real soon: and she came with Me to the show.

Actually, here we are being adorable at the show:

I was so excited to be able to see Mortals, I'd been following their shit ever since I got turned onto them and kept trying to find a show I could go to. But our schedules were always opposite, they were in Boston when I was in NY, they played fucking Northampton on this tour and I missed it! So the venue was not this awesome little venue I loved anymore. It sort of sucked at life. It was freezing. Like, if your bartender is wearing a jacket maybe you might wanna turn the heat on? They shut down the big part of the venue and had this little dumb stage you might see like, in someones basement. In fact I've actually seen better stages in someones basement. The sound was also not awesome. However none of this stopped Mortals from being awesome. I can't wait to go see em somewhere with a stage and sound system to equally match their awesomeness. I had tweeted My way into a last minute interview with them (because I am incapable of doing a simple thing like going to a metal show to just hang out and have fun, I need to somehow weave work into it) and I was really stoked about it. I had lost My lust for metal interviews a long time ago and wasn't sure I'd ever get it back. Meeting bands you love is always sort of tricky. If they suck it's a huge let down. I am here to tell you that Mortals do not suck. In addition to being a badass metal band they are also super smart hilarious and charming women. So charming in fact that I invited them to come stay at My house. It's a rare event I let someone I just met know where I love and come spend the night but...MORTALS! HAHA, and we had fun. I got My interview. Lit by candle all gloomy and whiskey soaked. It was perfect. I THINK I may have found a home for the interview but I don't wanna jinx it so I'm not saying anything yet.

As always: follow Me on social media to keep up with the day to day insanity, interviews and articles as they come out, pics of My feet, what I'm cooking and when I'm shaving My pussy:

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Because I didn't feel like I had been gluttonous enough at sunday brunch, monday we all went out to breakfast and I ate too much again. Here we are at My favorite 50s diner.

You should check out Mortals here: mortals.bandcamp.com

That brings us up to today. Today I got to speak at Williams College to the sexual economies class.

It was really very special for Me because it's the first time I've gotten to speak to students IN Berkshire County. One time I spoke to Berkshire Community College students but it wasn't even IN Berkshire County. So, that felt great. The students were also really bright and had thoughtful questions. The syllabus to the class is so radical, I wish I got to take this class! They had just come back from NYC for a Red Umbrella SWOP event. It's very validating to see sex work talked about as real and legitimate work. It's inspiring to see open minded teachers committed to progressive education. It gets Me amped!

I am back on campus again on the 19^th for a different topic and a different group of students. That one will be really good too I think.

This month does not slow down at all. There's multiple chances for you to meet Me,

starting with tomorrow:

Nov 7^th I'm at Capital Hideaway 7 pm til 3 am dancing at this full nude non alchoholic stripclub. I got a new neon green dress to match My glittery neon green shoes My slave gave Me, I'm excited to see how it glows in the balcklight. They let Me pick My own songs there so I'm gonna get to take My clothes off to 70s rock and 90s metal.

Nov 8^th I am shooting with Goddess Martine Phoenix: http://mistressphoenixjade.com/ Chris Addams is coming along for that ride so expect some beautiful stills.

Nov 9^th I'm shooting with Burlesque star Morgan Fey www.facebook.com/morganlefey we'll be shooting with ShredBoy Studios: www.facebook.com/shredboystudios so I am really excited about that. Will be nice to work with some new talent in Western MA. We will be shooting some promo shots for our event Nov 21st!

FRIDAY Nov 21st I will be performing burlesque at the LEAFING CANCER BEHIND event:

Morgan Fey will also be performing. It's a wonderful event with 100% of the proceeds going to breast cancer research! I love getting naked for a good cause!

I'll be performing a solo act and then doing a show with Morgan Fey! I have some pretty exciting ideas and can't wait to unveil them at this event! There's also going to be raffles with tons of awesome prizes from area businesses, live music and much more. I hear every year what a great party this is and I'm pretty honored they asked Me to come perform. Please come out and support a good cause!

8 pm Nov 29^th at Maximum Capacity in Chicopee, MA

Tickets are only $5! available in advance or at the door

you can find much more information here: https://www.facebook.com/events/698532146899750/

Nov 13 I am speaking at Beth Israel Hospital in Boston MA to speak to some social workers about understanding sex work and fetishes. I have some time available for professional BDSM sessions in the Boston area Nov 14^th

If you are interested in serving Me during My trip please visit www.MistressBellaVendetta.com

Nov 15^th I'll be in NYC for this awesome film festival: https://www.facebook.com/events/747736885297046/ Hopefully I'll get to rendezvous with My beloved Jiz lee www.jizlee.com the next day I get to shoot with Courtney Trouble http://courtneytrouble.com/ I have an artporn film noir in mind that I think all of our fans will be quite pleased with.

Nov 21^st I am speaking at UMASS Amherst in the morning before My burlesque show that evening and also have some time in between for professional BDSM sessions in the western MA greater pioneer valley area.

Nov 24^th I am taking over Little' Mel's awesome Podcast “No Boundaries” I'm going to have special guest Courtney trouble on to chat with Me and we'll be discussing academia and porn! A hot topic apparently for Me this month!

You can find out all the info for that here: Even Xbiz is talkin about it!

http://www.xbiz.com/news/187255

Nov 29^th I'll be dancing a day shift at the world famous Club Centerstage in downtown springfiled MA from noon til 7 pm www.clubcenterstage.com

That's all folks, bedtime for Me, need My beauty rest so I can twerk the night away tomorrow!

Holidaze are upon us!

I hope everyone had an excellent turkey day. However it is you celebrated. I spent the day at home, snowed in with a hot chick, some good weed and some new records and a mountain of food to prepare.

I went a little bit crazy and cooked and cooked and cooked. Turkey, of course, a gift from The headchef himself....a 27 pounder. Big enough to take over My entire oven. Mashed turnip, mashed potatoes, roasted maple beets, apple pear crisp, pumpkin pie, apple pie, baked brie with figs and maple almonds wrapped in phyllo dough, wheat and white rolls, cranberry sauce, sage apple sausage stuffing, Emrys made a field roast and baked vegan mac and cheese, roasted carrots and potatoes. I also made a chopped sald with candied pecans, pumpkin seeds and apple. Of course cheese and crackers, and pickles, and olives, spicy andouille sausage with sweet mustard.... I mean, just...too much food.

I took this ONE nice picture of the smoked mozzerella caprese salald.

and meant to take a whole bunch more but dude, that was ALOT of cooking for one lil Bgirly, and I needed to just get off My feet and EAT something after a while. Thank goodness little Miss Wendy Michelle was with Me and doing dishes and shoveling snow and being helpful in general. A few close friends came over, and I am thankful for the fact that My circle contains a buncha freaks geeks and weirdos. All of My friends are attractive and intelligent and funny. Win for Me. Listened to good music, over ate, ate some more, watched some tv and passed out on the couch like the three little piggies. My friend Aimie did manage to take SOME photos but mostly after we had devoured and destroyed.

I've spent today recovering, getting My house back in order running errands. Sending off some custom care packages for fans and slaves. If you've been following Me on instagram www.instagram.com/BellaVendetta then you'll see some sneak peaks of the goodies I send! Making custom packages with signed, framed prints, socks, DVDs and more is one of My greatest joys. If you'd like some love letters from Me and are interested in receiving a package (I even send holiday cookies too! A taste of Bella indeed!) then send a polite email to: BellaVendetta666@gmail.com

Now, let's get back to the insanity of the past few weeks!

I got to go to Beth Israel hospital and speak on a panel with a sex therapist to a bunch of social workers, doctors and therapists. It was so special to Me. So great. To be able to talk to therapists about sex workers need for therapy and trouble in finding sex work positive therapists. Talking about creating ethical pornography, and in helping clients explore their fetishes in safe ways. WOW It was awesome! Thanks so much for having Me, I definitely hope to do that again. After breakfast with a slave and then drove home. Was sort of a whirlwind of a trip, hello Boston goodbye Boston.

I AM planning another Boston , MA area overnight trip for professional BDSM sessions Dec 16-18

If you are interested in a session with pro Domme, whether for the first time or as part of an ongoing training please visit

www.MistressBellaVendetta.com for more info

I also got the chance to go BACK to Williams College and speak to the kink group, and some kink curious students about BDSM, safe words, consent, being sober, cross contamination and disinfection and some things you can do to keep yourself safe at play parties. What a great group of students! I love it there, looking forward to going back and speaking to that group of kids. I stayed even after the class to talk some more and answered questions and a lot of the kids stayed and that was great too. So thanks again Williams for having Me, I can't wait to see what 2015 brings!

I got to SHOOT quite a bit actually in the last few weeks. I got to do a shoot FINALLY with the fabulous burlesque starlet, Morgan Fey. If you've been paying attention or coming to My parties in western MA the past 5 or 6 years you've seen an awful lot of Morgan. We had yet to actually do an official shoot together tho. So, I took an afternoon off and headed out to Shred Boy Studios in western MA. http://www.shredboystudios.com/ What a great little studio. This shoot was very special for Me. First of all it was the very first time Morgan and I got naked together with a camera around and second of all Scott Peloquin and his wife Martha were kind enough to let Me use their studio to complete a shoot that has been on My dream wishlist for quite some time. A GLITTER BATH!

It was epic! I mean, pink glitter everywhere! More pink glitter than you can shake a stick at! His wife Martha was kind enough to actually pour the glitter on us! Oh, it was so glorious, so many Unicorn dreams come true! The full set will be available one day, for now here's a few teasers... We pretty much destroyed the bathroom. Farting glitter for days.

I also got to do a glamour shoot with Shredboy, and even have some new available 8X10s if you are interested in purchasing one signed please write Me! BellaVendetta666@gmail

Morgan and I did some promo shoots for our event that was coming up together.

“Leafing Cancer behind” organized by shredboy studios. Here we are being fabulous and glitzy.

I also got to do ANOTHER special shoot that I had thought about forever and not found the right timing and folks to make it happen. BUT Courtney Trouble www.courtneytrouble.com was in town (well, NYC, not really My town, but at least on My coast) and again weirdly, we had never actually met. That IS really weird, we've been making porn sort of side by side on the internet for about a decade, and tweeting at each other and even talking on the phone. We have everybody in common but just hadn't gotten it together to meet let alone shoot. SO I approached them about this weird artporn idea I had and the response was HELL YES> game on. Let the writing of poetry on body parts and waxing and punk rock porno party begin! I had Molecular Atom on board with Me to take some stills, and holy fuck did they come out gorgeous or what? You can show some love to www.Atommoore.com for these special stills.

Courtney had brought Jacqueline Mary to shoot some sweet sweet video. Bodyscapes and closeups and wax crinkling. I was so pleased. We got to take our time and not be rushed, we were warm and cozy in My friend Orb's loft, I had snacks! Set energy was great! It was very satisfying for Me.

Courtney had ALSO brought trans porn star Chelsea Poe! What a delight! One of those people who you are unprepared for how pretty they are in person. And another one with great energy. I have some plans for Chelsea. They involve intense slave training and spending a week at House of Vendetta but I am getting ahead of Myself. I still didn't even finish with stuff we DID get to do.

While we were all together, I had a brilliant idea. I was taking over Little Mel's podcast NO BOUNDARIES and so I decided I'd drag Courtney and Chelsea in for the action. What's better than one pornstar? THREE PORNSTARS!? We had a really fun and frank chat about porn and academia. The ways they intersect, why people make such a big deal out of pornstars with college degrees, and how having adult stars in colleges is changing higher education. What a pleasure! A delight! You can hear of run our mouths here:

http://t.co/GtYMp6OG9D

You can also check out other episodes of Little Mel's show, it's pretty great!

and you can even see the VIDEO of us all hanging out and talking here on my youtube channel:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WSQuE9_2LU&list=UU1B1UkT8iDEZ2MJZ2oohqLQ

After the shoot I had set up for Myself to be able to do a suspension. Because you know, I have to cram as many things in to a NY trip as possible, and going to do just ONE thing seemed sorta crazy, AND I haven't hung in over a fucking YEAR AND I wanted to see a certain few specific friends and folks from Rtes of Passage suspension Group and Anchors Aweigh in NYC.

SO, I had everyone come over special for Me. I had wanted to do a knee suspension, but I didn't think it out very well because I had burlesque and dancing at the stripclub coming up and I needed to be not sore and able to use My knees.SO then I thought about doing a suicide suspension...AGAIN. And then I finally decided on a coma suspension. I've never done one before, and quite honestly it's always scared the shit out of Me. BUT, it's a new season of new beginnings for Me. New porn, new friends, new attitude, new space (more on that later) I've overcome a lot and goddamnit I was overcome that suspension too. And so I did. I owned the fuck out of that coma. Was actually quite comfy and I look forward to doing it again outside.

Here's the ONE photo that I managed to steal off of Stars tumblr account:

there's a few more pics and even a little video but I don't have any of it in My possession yet to share with you sorry guys.

Then I went and spent some much needed time with My family in NJ. Ate some pretty incredible food and slept the sleep of sleeps. Drove home thru much traffic and scary weather BACK in Western MA! All blissed out and happy from My suspension and ready to take on the world,

And take on the world I did My friends. EMAILS answered, VIDEOS transferred, FLOORS washed, LAUNDRY done, BAGS UNPACKED! And I don't even have to unpack them then pack them again! I AM HOME (at least for a few weeks) and am super excited about it. I've been in full on nesting mode. Cleaning the floors on all fours, taking calls on niteflirt, going around in My Pjs, organizing and getting things ready for

MY NEW STUDIO SPACE! I am so excited to finally have a dungeon of My own. A place to work and cam and shoot and write in. It's been SO long coming and I am already giddy with the planning of it all!

I have made a wishlist JUST for the dungeon and would appreciate any little bit of help that anyone can send, truly: All gifts over $100 will receive a personalized thank you, and all gifts over $200 will receive a very special plaque and thank you right in the yellow brick road to the dungeon!

Please visit the wishlist here:

http://www.amazon.com/registry/wishlist/3KQIANL3C9N8K/ref=cm_sw_r_tw_ws_c1qEub1MS6X6V

I have high hopes for the space, a place for the kink community to come together and take classes, do workshops, for couples to explore and learn in the dungeon, as a little guest house for My perverted friends. So much, so very much. And like I said every little bit really does help, I even have some very cheap things in the wishlist below $20 so support your local BDSM scene western MA!

Soon as I got home Morgan Fey came to visit Me! She is so sweet, and aside from being really easy on the eyes is also killer in the kitchen! She made Me some pasta with pesto creamy sauce and chocolate covered strawberries and a salad...so nice! I was feeling very spoiled and happy. We also practiced our routine together because:

To celebrate being home in western MA I danced some burlesque at a charity event. The “Leafing Cancer Behind” benefit for breast cancer research that I may have mentioned earlier. With burlesque starlet Morgan Fey!

YAY! It was a really fun night at Maximum Capacity in chicopee MA, what a cool venue, I had never been there before. Live music, some country, some cover bands. My friend Donnell Ellis from Albany Ny came out and did some stand up comedy and then introduced us for our burlesque shows.

Morgan Fey came out and did a solo fan dance. Was so beautiful, I've asked her to do it again at an event I am hosting (more on that later) and then I came out and did a dance to “slow” by Depeche Mode. LOTS OF FUN was had by all! Here's some photos from the event:

EVEN MORE photos can be found on My facebook page, go and like Me here:

www.facebook.com/BeautifulrevengeProductions

As always, please follow Me on twitter, which is the social media tool I utilize probably the most: www.twitter.com/BellaVendetta and see stuff happen in real time.

You can also follow Me on tumblr, where I post all of My articles, and teasers from new shoots and videos as they happen

www.Bellaregretta.tumblr.com

I actually had a piece go live about 13 porn sites that I love! You can read that here:

http://bellaregretta.tumblr.com/post/103616238098/13-porn-sites-that-i-love

You can also read on tumblr, ALL of the stripclubs and gentleman's clubs I will be dancing at and appearing at in Nov and December check that out here:

http://bellaregretta.tumblr.com/post/103429223683/dancing-in-new-england-nov-and-dec

starting with TOMORROW!

I will be dancing DAY SHIFT at the world famous Club Centerstage in downtown springfield, MA TOMORROW Nov 29^th from noon til 7 pm

It's the LAST time I will be dancing in the springfield area for quite some time so please come out and show some support western MA!

I'll also be dancing with fetish model Wendy Michelle for most of these dates!

Now that I'm home I'll be doing a lot of work on My new dungeon space I'll be accepting a lot of calls on Niteflirt

you can check My profile and see My availability here:

www.Niteflirt.com/BellaVendetta

AS ALWAYS I'll be updating My clips4sale store DAILY, you should really check it out, multiple clips go live a week and it's a pretty good smathering of sexy stuff and artporn

www.clips4sale.com/77669 I really appreciate the support I get and when people actually BUY videos, it puts a huge smile on My face and gives Me income to keep producing new videos, like the weird artporn I made with Courtney trouble. Wanna see more weird indie porn and fetish content, then you gotta BUY IT!

I'll also be available on cam an awful lot.

You can find Me here: www.BellaVendetta.cammodels.com

AND in addition to that I'll be accepting pre paid skype sessions for custom shows. I get to keep 100% of the money that way, so if you really wanna support this new dungeon space, maybe you wanna pay to watch Me clean the floor on all fours or something

polite letters and offers to:

BellaVendetta666@gmail.com

ok folks, that's about it

I hope to see some of you tomorrow at the club! I'm gonna twerk it all over New England!

~Bella Vendetta

Well, the holidaze are finally over, 2014 is finally over

thank goddess! I am glad. I had a lot going on in My personal life so there was many many months of extreme stress. Things are finally starting to level out, and look up even tho with lots of exciting changes!

First of all I finally got My office sorted out, and am currently working on a new guest house and studio space for Myself. I'll have an awesome space to pole! And cam and write! Train My slaves and shoot! YAY! It's what I've always wanted in so many ways. Alot of work, but it's feeling worth it. Finally coming together and looking lovely.

If you would like to spoil Me for 2015 and share your wealth and let Me know you appreciate all of My hard work

you can always consider sending something off My wishlist for the space!

http://www.amazon.com/registry/wishlist/3KQIANL3C9N8K/ref=cm_sw_r_tw_ws_jq2Pub0FWQQ1A

Lemme back up for a minute tho and tell you about all the crazy stuff that's happened since My last blog.

THE HOLIDAYS!

They for some reason really seemed to go on and on and on this year

so many parties! Not a bad thing really, I guess I needed to unwind.

It started with My “All I want for Xmas is a Divorce” benefit punk show on dec 19^th at The Crystal hardhat Saloon

https://www.facebook.com/pages/Crystal-Hardhat-Saloon/132701270231174?fref=ts

It was a CRAZY fukin good time!

Western MA hardcore band SHREDDER played

It was their first time ever playing a live show actually

pretty badass

here's a small video snippet of one song! Dark, but still awesome.

http://youtu.be/M0tF0Hy6Wxs

Transfer Switch came all the way from PA to play, www.facebook.com/transferswitch

unfortunately I missed most of their set, though from what I could hear it was great and a lot of people were asking about them afterwards

BUT I was in the back room interviewing Polysonic Joy

www.facebook.com/PolysonicJoy

THAT will be available soon both in video form and ina written article for a publication TBA!

They were great. Everyone liked them, even My old hippie friends! And the punks and the rednecks and the bikers and everybody liked em.

And Goblet played

www.facebook.com/gobletband

Andy Poncherello of coil artist management www.facebook.com/coilartistmanagement kept telling Me how I was gonna love Goblet. I was sort of skeptical because...I don't know why. Because I'm a bitter old bitch and I was sort of in a berkshire county hatin episode. I couldn't really bring Myself to care. But then I saw Goblet live. I felt dumb for not having paid attention because Goblet is really fucking good! Fuck yes to north berkshire county metal. The western MA scene lives on no matter how old and cynical we get!

of course western MA favorites Order of the Circle played!  They are always a good time.  www.facebook.com/OrderOfTheCircle  

Photographer Chris Addams www.chrisaddams.com was there and of course had camera in hand. Took some awesome pics

You can see even more of the photos on My facebook page: https://www.facebook.com/BeautifulRevengeProductions

So that was a crazy night that went into the wee hours of the AM for Me, and required a full day of recovery. BUT I didn't get to chill for too long because soon after was the Crystal Hard Hat Saloon's employee holiday party. I am not an employee, but I do love them over there and the owner is a dear friend. I made a TON of food and more people brought food and there was much food and booze. Lil Miss Wendy Michelle has been helping out and bartending as well so she was also there. We even got to sit on Santas lap, checkit out!

Then there was a day of recovery somewhere in there and then directly after was a holiday cookie swap party at My dear friend's house. She of course went over the top and made these key lime meltaways and brown butter and brown sugar cookies..mmm so good. I made a type of cookie I had never made before. Sugar cookie thumbprints (or knuckle prints rather because when you have long nails you can't really do thumbprints #femmeproblems) and filled them with some incredible imported jams My slave had sent Me for christmas. Spiced cranberry christmas jam and orange and fig marmalade. Alot of lovely ladies came and everyone made multiple dozens of their own cookies.   there was a cookie competition..I FUCKIN WON IT!  Slave jam cookies forever!  There was caramel chocolate melty things and macaroons and cookies. So many cookies. As you can see:

Then there was maybe a day of rest in there but not for too long because I had to go to Club Castaway and work a shift at the stripclub on Christmas Eve! It was quite the experience. I've been going to Colorado to see family the last few years for christmas but I stayed home this year, I had things going on including the above mentioned studio space and I actually wanted to stay home and WORK. I had fun, it was sorta crazy I took some selfies on stage

Guys were mostly really cheap tho and sort of lame. Actually asking for discounts...on christmas eve!

Wendy Michelle was with Me and afterwards we went to the Whateley diner, you know, where I filmed that scene in “Blacklight” and we got these mini tacos I haven't been able to stop thinking about since. Also: Wendy got a hamburger INSIDE of two grilled cheeses. It was epic. I'm still thinkin about that too.

Christmas day I didn't feel much like doing anything. I coulda driven to NJ to see family but I just didnt feel like driving. It was eerily warm outside. So I took the chihuahuas out to the mountain and we spent the day leaping and running in the sunshine and chilling by the river. Then I went home and put pajamas back on and cuddled on the couch with the dogs and fleece blankets and heating pads and watched horror movies and ordered chinese food. Pretty much a perfect day!

I spent the next few days recovering from the insanity and working really hard on My studio space.

My queer friend Chris came over and we painted one of the closets. Yes, queers...actually IN the closet

it was quite funny. I didn't take pics. I failed at pics. I'm sorry I failed so much at photos. I actually thought at one point someone had stolen My camera but I eventually found it. Much rejoicing!

It's one of My new years resolutions actually, to take more photos for the blog.

I HAVE been doing awesome at getting video tho, and I've been kicking all sorts of ass and releasing ALL sorts of awesome stuff on My clips4sale store

www.clips4sale.com/77669

I release a new video every single day

it's an awesome way to support Me! Burlesque shows, behind the scenes footage from fetish shoots, I released My very first video with a male submissive, some severe CBT with My tickle slave. Tickle torture at it's finest! Do some digging around I am sure you'll find something you like!

You should be following Me on tumblr as well: I post there a lot...and have been posting previews an pics for when new clips come out! Www.BellaRegretta.tumblr.com

I post the most of course on twitter tho: www.twitter.com/BellaVendetta

anyway: where was I

oh right the crazy holidays. New Years Eve was spent at home with some of the boys from Rites of Passage. I cooked a lot. They ate a lot, and I was left with a big mess. It took Me two days to recover. FINALLy today Miss Wendy Michelle is back home and the house is almost back to normal and so am I!

Lots of exciting things happening in 2015

(besides the awesome studio space that is)

TOMORROW we will be working night shift at Capital Hideaway in wynantskill NY

http://www.capital-hideaway.com/ 7 pm til 3 am!

I'm working on writing a little piece about why I love this little club so much, maybe Ill work on it after out shift tomorrow.

Come on down and visit us.

I'll be there on a pretty regular basis in Jan and feb and hope to get some new things poppin in there as well.

One last exciting thing tho!

I started on as a staff writer for Ghost Cult Magazine! Www.ghostcultmag.com

Remember that awesome interview I did with Mortals I told you about a few blogs back? Well, hat interview was the very first video piece I put up for the site:

http://www.ghostcultmag.com/video-interview-mortals-interviewed-by-bella-vendetta/

and it went pretty damn well so I did a few more things for them, some year in review My favorite show and favorite metal albums of 2014:

http://www.ghostcultmag.com/staff-picks-2014-bella-vendetta-on-king-diamonds-return/

http://www.ghostcultmag.com/staff-picks-2014-bella-vendetta-picks-her-album-of-the-year/

Pretty stoked to be doing metal interviews again. It's like coming home. My first metal show of the year is going to be MAYHEM/WATAIN in NYC. I can't really imagine anything better. I might die of happiness.

I will check in with you all after My little NYC experience.

I have some crazy coast to coast travel plans this month that are making Me tired just thinking about em. BUT it'll be nice to get out of this shitty new england winter and cold and back into some sunshine.

Happy New Year everyone!

I'm not going to apologize for not writing a blog because there's been a lot of things going on, and a lot of stress and things have happened. SO: I'm doin the best I can and I wont apologize for that

2015 started off pretty rocky. I lost a very good friend, someone who was really important in My litle community, and My tattoo artist Jim Squires.

It's been hittin Me pretty hard and has been really hard to conentrate or get any work or writing done.

I did manage to write a little thing about being a freak in a small town and the impact he's had on Me:

http://bellaregretta.tumblr.com/post/108415540698/the-thing-about-being-a-freak-in-a-small-town

So, be gentle with Me dear readers, it's been very rough.

During the week that Jim passed Brutal Master of www.BrutalMaster.com was in town. Unfortunately I was so sad I didn't wanna shoot. Instead we ate a lot of good food and hung out and that was nice. He also instead did a little photoshoot with Wendy Michelle for his site. If you click the link you can see her on the cover!

He tied her up and had her crawling around on her hands and knees naked, washing the floor. Good little cleaning slut!

I took some stills:

if you've been following Me on instagram: www.instagram.com/BellaVendetta you would have seen this cute one:

visit www.BrutalMaster.com to see the full video.

Lil Wendy is living with Me right now and we've been having a lot of fun pole dancing, cooking and I've been shooting her an awful lot. I also took these cute pics of her in a snowstorm.

And there's even some cute behind the scenes video of her shoot with BrutalMaster that I put up on My youtube channel. I've been updating My youtube channel a lot more lately too so go and check that out!

https://www.youtube.com/user/LustForRevenge

you'll also be able to buy the full scene soon up in My clips4sale store, which by the way, I am updated EVERY SINGLE DAY with fresh fetish content, behind the scenes from photoshoots, live performances, interviews and a lot, lot more!

Www.clips4sale.com/77669

I am currently in sunny, beautiful, WARM southern california hanging out with Misti Dawn www.meowmistidawn.com and she's been doing some amazing stuff at makeup school so I'm gonna let her get Me all pretty and we are making some youtube video blogs together today so YAYY!

Yes, you read right, I am in cali. It's a family trip and I won't really be shooting out here or workign too much BUT I am making Myself available for professional BDSM sessions

You can see this link for much more info:

http://bellaregretta.tumblr.com/post/108968208323/mistress-bella-vendetta-available-for-professional

I am available for sessions at the gorgeous Los Angeles Dungeon West www.dungeonwest.com

as always visit My website for more info and details about My specialties and interests: www.MistressBellaVendetta.com

So: be expecting some new video blogs soon! And I promise to be better at taking photos while Im in LA! You know, beaches and foodporn and hangouts with cute boys with pretty eyes. Maybe even stonertime with pornstars, you never know! Stay tuned fuckers!

Lastly, I want to gift to you some photos of Polysonic Joy playing My xmas party in berkshire county this past Dec. photos shot by Lindsey of Under The Rum tree Photography.

Lots more pics from the show up at My fb page:

www.facebook.com/beautfiulrevengeproductions

AND: I was in Glenn King's Twass of the week contest wearing My dope Corrupt Moral Altar shirt and showing off My booty. I didn't win. But it was fun anyway, I'm not generally one for online contest thingies, but I do feel My ass is looking pretty damn fine these days.

You can find My post about it here:

http://bellaregretta.tumblr.com/post/107235632098/graveyard-twerking-the-lost-photos-remember-in

AND see ALL the photos there, shot by Andy Poncherello of Coil Artist Management. He's also the guy who put on the xmas punk show I did in dec....AND the awesome guy who I'm gonna ask to help Me put together a birthday punk rock show too! Checkit: www.coilartistmanegment.com He makes awesome music videos, and I'm gonna try to enlist him to make some raunchy kinky videos too.

As a final thought: My studio/guest house/ dungeon space/ workshop location is coming along very nicely. I DO need some help tho with furnishings, it's coming along slowly, room by room as I get the money together. If you'd like to help make a monetary contribution you can donate here:

www.venmo.com/BellaVendetta

You can also help by sending Me something nice off of the dungeon wishlist:

I think it would be really wonderful if when I returned from california I had lots of gifts waiting for Me from My wishlist. When I get back it's full steam ahead with working on My studio/dungeon/workshop space and every little thing you send along really helps Me! Find the wishlist here: http://www.amazon.com/registry/wishlist/3KQIANL3C9N8K/ref=cm_sw_r_tw_ws_n.eXub1QAXBS6

I did that thing again where I wait too long to write a blog and now I gotta play catch up and talk about all the shit that's gone down in the last few weeks.

SO: It's finally My birthday month! I turned 34 this year and I have to say, I'm feelin pretty fabulous and just lucky and happy to be here. I got some great people in My life and I've been celebrating with them the last 22 days straight.

The day before My bday I was a live figure model for a college's art class. Before I went I got a birthday haircut from My awesome sexy friend Rebekah, (remember Vertrine from BellaVendetta.com anyone?) I was strangely really nervous about this gig. Like, I know I know I'm a stripper, but I think I am much more comfortable being sexy and seductive in a dark setting with drunk perverted strangers than I am being fully nude with no heels no stockings no nothing in a well lit room while a bunch of young beautiful people examine your every pore and draw you. If you ever want to feel bad about your body, model for art students. HAHAH no no o I'm kidding. Sorta. It was actually quite invigorating and I was surprised at how at ease I was. It was very freeing. I am definitely looking forward to doing it again. Getting to see some of the drawings afterward was also very cool, some super talented students. So interesting how each person draws a different version of you. It's been YEARS since I've been a figure model and the last time was for Dr Sketchy's Anti Art School, so this was totally different.

My actual birthday was march 5^th, and I spent the day with My current favorite slave, My tickle slave.

He bought Me a new vanity, which is something I realllly really wanted for a long time. I had this old beat up one that was super punk rock and had stickers all over it and was being held together with duct tape. I'd had it since fucking HIGH SCHOOL and have moved the thing across the country and back multiple times. But you know, I'm 34 and I wanted something new and shiny and nice. So My slave got Me a beautiful tri fold mirrored cherry wood vanity with a lovely upholstered stool to go with it. It's beautiful, I love it!

He also got Me this beautiful single tail whip made of braided 550 cord. I also love that like, ALOT. When I first got it I didn't love it, but I think I just needed more practice with it. Now that I am learning to throw it I am falling in love with it. So on My bday I had My slave put together the vanity while I whipped him with the whip he got Me. I gave him 35 strikes, one for each year I was alive and one for good measure. It's so interesting watching a slave change over the years, he came to me as someone not really into pain too much. Now he's wearing marks from My whip with pride! It's been beautiful to watch! I also tied him in some pretty extreme cock and ball bondage. LOVED THAT! Happy birthday to Me!

The next day I got to give a workshop at the five college queer conference at Hampshire College.

https://www.facebook.com/FiveCollegeConference I gave My “cross contamination and disinfection” workshop

I always think this is an especially important class to teach to college aged kids. It went well, the kids in the class were great. I got to see My friend Chris Bee and even attend part of their sex ed workshop.

I took a few pics before My class!

My best friend Emrys was with Me and he took Me out to lunch at a charming little vegan cafe, and then we went to glazed, a donut shop in Amherst MA. Holy shit I will be back. There was a beautiful girl working which was a bonus to the incredible donuts. Like, pb&j donuts! Eee! My friend Brandon came down from CT and we all went to the movies. Well, no. I lied. I mean we all went to the movies but they went to go see Chappie, which I heard was awesome, and I went to go see 50 shades of grey, which was the opposite of awesome.

Now let Me explain. I got asked to go and speak at Williams College for a Feminist Collective event, specifically about the movie 50 shades of grey and the lack of consent depicted in the film. So: I only wanted to go see this damn thing if I was being paid, and if I could write it off on My taxes. But My slave ended up getting Me a gift certificate anyway (THAT is real BDSM folks) SO I nerded out. Sat in the back of the theatre by Myself with a notebook and some popcorn and took notes. By the end of it I had five pages. Wow, this movie...what can I say. The only redeeming quality about it was the soundtrack. And I am still mad at Danny Elfman for that.. but hey, we all gtta pay rent right, I get it Danny. I can't believe how much I have to say about this film. So fresh and red with anger I got to do a talk at Williams the next day. I got to basically do a play by play and critique of the movie. It was really fun. People really responded, people were interested and engaged, which made Me feel great. It's such a strange phenomenon to witness what this book and movie is doing to the BDSM community at large. It's impossible to argue it hasn't had an impact at this point. So that was great, afterwards we got to talk about consent in general, safe BDSM play and ways to support people who might be in abusive relationships, how folks often pass off abuse as BDSM relationships. Lots of stuff! Nerding out about sex and culture is definitely one of My favorite things to do.

I didn't take any selfies or anything, that was foolish. It was recorded tho so maybe one day we'll get a hold of that.

I had a little rough patch after that. Some shitty sad days.

But I got past it!

I've also been dancing! YEAH!

I had My bday party at Anthony's Gentlmen's club in south hadley MA on Saint Patricks Day

what a wild time that was.

They let Me take over the club and throw a crazy party. So I brought Murphy Blue www.murphyblue.net in, who is one of My favorite rope bondage riggers in the industry. I really, really enjoy his energy and working with him. He brought along his submissive, O, and Jade a dancer from PA.

They were both beautiful and awesome. Jade did some crazy things on the pole! Her body is suck as fuck and she is strong as hell. She did some gorgeous ties with Murphy.

I also brought in Lilith Astaroth http://lilithastaroth.com/ from Boston and it was her very first time working at a stripclub. That was a treat to watch too, her body is bangin.

Tara Emory also showed up which was like a birthday gift in and of itself. http://www.taraemory.com/

I brought along Chris Addams www.chrisaddams.com to take photos.

So My favorite part of the whole night was seeing Tara Emory on stage at a straight stripclub and make more money than any of the cis girls there. She was all sexy and seductive with her fur jacket on stage OMG I loved every second of it.

Lots of My fans came out too which was so cool! I loved meeting you guys.

Burlesque Starlet Morgan Fey was there as well, she gave Me the most beautiful diamond necklace as a gift. She has gotten Me more diamonds in My lifetime than any man. I am so honored.

My girl Sacha Thumper came to help Me with My merch table and her entire big family came out too to show support.

I have known Sacha for a LONG time, she was never just a stripper friend, she was always like family from the beginning. I am so blessed to have her and her whole crew around. I wanna be adopted by their family!

Of course of course lil Miss Wendy Michelle was there

everyone was lookin sexy and gorgeous and glamorous, some girls I really love were also working at the club.

Morgan made Me a chocolate cake and then ate it off My butt on stage at the end of the night. Girls were tied up everywhere you looked. Oh, It was just as decadent and perverted and hedonistic as one could ever want. I loved every second of it thank you everybody so much!

Thanks to Anthony's for letting Me take over!

Www.anthonysclub.com I have really missed it there it's cool being back, so be on the lookout for more events and collaborations coming soon.

Definitely be following Me on twitter so you can see Me post when I will be there next:

www.twitter.com/BellaVendetta

Here's some photos from the festivities:

Be looking for even MORE photos on My facebook page: www.facebook.com/beautifulrevengeproductionsI
ll be releasing a second round of photos from the event when I get pics back from Brandon Stack Photography!

Other lovely things have happened as well, I've been taken out for fantastic dinners and received gifts in the mail from fans, admirers and friends. Bettie Bondage got Me this tablet and I've been watching catfish and falling asleep with it, ahah love it so much. My sister got Me My new favorite pair of thigh high socks. I WILL be shooting with them.

Speaking of shooting.....

er soemthing.... I've been working with a new editor and have been releasing some really fucking cool stuff on My clips4sale!

Checkit: www.clips4sale.com/77669

I made this clown video that I've been dreaming of making for a while. Clowns, twerking, drinking sizzurp, wet and messy, smoking fetish. And three six mafia. So: I finally got to make this video:

Of course Wendy Michelle agreed to help Me:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8bUHcmbQJVQ check it out there.

It's amazing, it will change your life.

I released the behind the scenes footage featuring the full grape soda facial on My clips4sale! Please go buy it and support Me making weird porn.

http://clips4sale.com/77669/13104426

I've also released some cool footage from live shows, behind the scenes from photoshoots and interviews with pornstars. Good quality stuff. Please support Me by buying some clips, pay for your porn! It really really does make a difference.

SO: since it's still bday month you can still get Me a bday gift! There's a handy dandy list right here:

http://bellaregretta.tumblr.com/post/111566127768/my-birthday-is-coming-up-in-march

AND you still haven't missed your chance to come and party with Me in the northeast yet!

I STILL have parties coming up and appearances and will be dancing at some stripclubs!

Tomorrow: March 23 I will be dancing DAY SHIFT noon til 7 pm at the 5^th alarm in downtown springfield, MA

https://www.facebook.com/pages/5th-Alarm/230832183594191 Lil Miss Wendy Michelle will be with Me as well: https://www.facebook.com/WendyMichelle97o I'm excited to twerk it all over this club!

This weekend I will be dancing at Anthony's gentlmen's club, though I am usnure of days and shifts so be sure to follow Me on social media to find out!

March 31^st I will be headlining the Pimp and Ho Night at Haven Nightclub in Northampton MA

https://www.facebook.com/events/424791987676145/ I'll also be speakin a bit about sex workers rights hey! 2 shows, come on out and support Me! I'll have a bunch of merch, DVDs, posters, books and such with Me.

THAT will be the official end of birthday month, but the fun does not stop there.

I want to officially announce that in April, I will be showing some new works, and appearing at the NYC queerporn film festival!

Www.queerpornfilmfestival.com

Curator Courtney trouble JUST today released the full set of stills from the set we shot together in November on www.indiepornrevolution.com

check out a few teasers and buy a membership here:

http://www.indiepornrevolution.com/indie-porn/bella-vendetta-makes-courtney-trouble-a-messy-waxy-poetic-mess/




I'll be in NY for almost a whole week shooting, doing queerporn things, and accepting professional BDSM sessions.

Mistress Julie Simone will also be in town so mmaaaaaayyybbbe just maybe the right slave could convince us oif a Double Domme session. We shall see.....

I'll be updating with some more events and such in NY very soon. For now enjoy all the photos and celebrate My bday by buying some of My porn, or getting a lap dance from me at the club.

If you can't do those things, consider these options:

I'll be available by phone a lot this month!

You can call Me here: www.niteflirt.com/BellaVendetta

I'm also going to be available on cam quite a bit. I had a lot of fun the last few times I cammed.

Www.BellaVendetta.cammodels.com and you can find more info on how to set up a custom cam show with Me here: http://mistressbellavendetta.com/camsessions.htm

Thanks for making this an awesome bday month everybody, I appreciate it more than you know!

<3

I did that thing again where I took a really long time to write a blog. But you know: I am so busy. I don't apologize. I'm doin the best I can. March was really crazy and all over the map. Events events, driving, working, sleeping, eating when I have time. That's literally been it. Most everythign else has been suffering. I've been neglecting emails and like, eating well and having aregular sleep schedule. BUT you know, tis the busy stripclub season for Me. I plan on going hard like this for the next few weeks then taking a little break. This summer I'm not sure how much I'll be dancing. I want to do a lot of staying home, sessions and camming and enjoying not driving all the time and actually enjoy the nice weather, if it ever gets here that is.

SO anyways; lets pick up where we left off:

I last left you with some dope shots from My bday party at Anthony's in south hadley MA.

Here's what you DONT know tho. That night, while Chris Addams was taking pictures of Wendy Michelle she accidentally kicked over his light and it broke. It was devastating actually, chris cried, wendy cried, everyone cried. I was about to cry because I thought the night was over and there would be no photographic evidence of the rest of the night BUT lucky for you all photographer Brandon Stack was there and he just so happened to have his camera with him!

SO: here's some shots of the rest of the night that Brandon took. Some more beautiful rope bondage done by Murphy Blue of www.murphyblue.net and the girls eating a cake that Morgan Fey had made Me off of My ass. Then there's the annoying drunk guys who wouldn't tip but kept wanting to get way too fucking close to Me while photos were being taken.

I continued to do crazy things all month long and party it up. I've been dancing ALOT at the clubs in western MA

mostly at the 5^th alarm. Which is funny, because for so many years I wouldn't step foot in there, I just heard awful stories about how ghetto it was and I think My ego got the better of Me. But I figured I'd give it a chance and I have to say

It's totally different than I remember and it's actually pretty damn cool! I've been doing friday days, and the DJ plays excellent music. Like, 90s rock all day and old skool hiphop. No techno remixes, actual songs. It's so refreshing. I also really like the lighting in there for some reason.

Here's a pic of Me in the lapdance room there:

I've also been working back at Anthony's in south Hadley MA a lot. It's been really nice to be back there. I've been making good money and having fun and the managers have been treating Me very well. My party went so well that they decided they wanted Me to do some more events

SO: The next fetish event at Anthony's will be

FOOT FETISH NIGHT friday May 29^th!

Featuring Myself and some of the most well known Pro Dommes in New England. I'll be posting even more info and details in the next blog. Just waiting to confirm a few Femme Dommes and then you'll be ready to drool over the lineup.

So anyways back to dancing.

I've been doing it a lot, it's gonna keep going for a bit. I know My birthday has passed but you can still spoil Me and get Me a gift! Things from My dance wishlist are very much appreciated right now!

You can find that here:

http://www.amazon.com/registry/wishlist/2UDWGDGCZWQOF/ref=cm_sw_r_tw_ws_AJVjvb15WCV8B

I REALLY need a new stripper bag, that lovely rolly one looks so nice, help a bitch out! I've been giving you guys free photos all month long of beautiful women tied up!

Be prepatred for part two of this blog comin in a minute!!!

So I last left you with some photos from My March 17th bday party....how about some photos from My LAST bday party at Haven Nightclub in Northampton MA?

I kept having parties too. I had one at Haven Nightclub in Northampton MA.

It was a pimp and ho ball.

I generally would say no to this type of thing because I think it further stigmatizes and makes a jpoke of the lives of sex workers.

BUT I also thought it would be a really great opportunity to have an audience and be able to talk about the realities of sex work. Also: this Ho needed to pay her rent

so I said yes.

Not that many people really showed up, I guess a lot of people protested it. At first I thought that they, like Me were against the stigmatization of prostitutes. But, actually they were objecting to women being called Hos. Because ho's are a dirty gross thing no one wants to be compared to.

Some folks just didn't give a fuck and came anyways because haven is an awesome party and the subculture scene in western MA is already so small theres no point in making it even smaller.

I had agreed to do it if the club let Me say a few words on the mic.

They agreed then right before I went on they decided they didn't want to give Me the mic. Probably because they were afraid of what I was going to say.

I was sort of upset, but then I decided, I could make a statement without screaming into a mic and I got Me some posterboard!

I then did ths little unrehearsed sex workers rights on blast performance, and of course I showed My boobs at the end for good measure.

I didnt get the official photos back from the super official event photographer Chris Addams yet

BUT I do have these photos from one of My fans in the audience:

Also photographer Brandon Stack was there that night too. He does get the best photos, always there just at the right time

He took some special shots of the mayhem that was going on at My merch table haha

And then My friends, that was it. Birthday month was over and it was april 1^st.

The magic certainly seemed to have gone. I'm also acutely aware of the fact that I just lost someone really close to Me in My life and that I'm taking a lot of things too seriously when I shouldn't. So I'm trying to just stay positive an d keep Myself and My little hurt feelings in check.

The last week has been like dance drive sleep eat shower drive dance rinse repeat.

Then lil Miss Wendy Michelle hits Me with the news that she's gonna move out. Yah, she's leaving Me and moving onto bigger and better things in life.

I really do wish her all the best.

Like, I had to take a few days to examine how I felt about this too. I didn't even understand WHY I was so butthurt about it. I mean, we had a lot of plans for the summer and I was so stoked to bring her around and show her all these things. I was finally falling into a routine and it felt positive to have her around. She really helped Me a lot too. I just don't like very many people very much so when I find ones I like and like being around and can be Myself and have fun with I really try to hold onto them.

Just losing too many people and too many people going away. I felt like My head was gonna explode. I felt dumb again too. Like, here I am missing her cuz she was gone for a few days and I was so excited to share these new plans and then she came home and told Me this shit and I felt like My world just shattered.

I know you're sad, believe Me I am too. There's so much stuff we didn't get to do and didn't get to film and it was nice feeling Myself relax around another human.

But what are you gonna do, you can't hold people back from living their life.

I'd wanna get the hell out of freezing cold western MA right now if I could too.

Like I really love her, LOOK at how happy we are! We have a lot of fun together. Who else is gonna put up with Me? Who else is gonna drive around and listen to dolly parton and smoke blunts and get naked all over gross stages with Me?

Here I am serenading her singing the Cure at a goth club. She is so unimpressed. Haha

So, maybe we'll have time to shoot one more thing before she's gone

It might be hard tho because lemme tell you about My insane schedule for the next few weeks ok

There's actually some exciting stuff happening so I'm going to focus on the positive and moving forward.

TOMORROW

april 10^th

I will be dancing a DOUBLE WHAMMY in western MA

day shift noon til 7 pm at the 5^th alarm in downtown springfield, MA

https://www.facebook.com/pages/5th-Alarm/230832183594191

and night shift 9 pm til 2 am at Anthony's Gentleman's club in south hadley MA

www.anthonysclub.com for more info and directions

April 12^th I will also be doing a DOUBLE!!

Day shift at club centerstage in downtown springfield, MA noon til 7 pm

www.clubcenterstage.com

and night shift at Anthony's. If you get there early you'll see Me do the sunday stage cleaning show, it's sorta sexy. There's also a badass bartender there on sundays.

April 17^th I get to hang out with and interview tattoo artist Rita Haxxx, she's coming into town to visit Me and go to see NEUTRAL MILK HOTEL

Oh My Goddess, I am so excited. My slave got Me a ticket for My bday. Rita and I are gonna like, hold hands and cry and stuff, it's gonna be so emo.

The next motherfucking day I go off to NYC

I'm gonna shoot with Chelsea Poe (yah be excited) and then I'm gonna get to go interview Abiotic from FLA for Ghost Cult Magazine. And then of course I'm gonna get to see them play. Which I am super excited about because I've never had the pleasure of seeing Abiotic before. I'm getting to collaborate with Molecular Atom too, if you follow My blog you know what a treat that is for Me.

And THEN

April 19^th: Is the NYC Queer Porn Film Festival.

It's the very first one, be excited. I am rereleasing a film I made in 2008, as well as releasing a new thing I recently shot with Bettie Bondage.

I'm also speaking on a porn performer panel. I'm pretty excited about all of it, and excited about seeing some of My favorite queer porn folks over on the east coast.

You can get your tickets here, I would recommend doing that before they sell out:

http://queerpornfilmfestival.org/

and the fb event: https://www.facebook.com/events/820720611300598/837420166297309/

On April 20^th Im getting to hang out with and shoot some stuff with Julie Simone. We haven't shot together in a long while so definitely except something epic to come out of it.

Then I'm back home and will be dancing again on the weekend of april 24^th

the best way to stay tuned into that and up to date is to follow Me on fb:

www.facebook.com/beautifulrevengeproductions

and on twitter: www.twitter.com/BellaVendetta

as always: please keep up to date with My clips4sale store, I update it every sngle day and put so much work into it

dont go looking for Me on tube sites, BUY some content, support Me, pay for your pornographerso I can keep making weird stuff that keeps you guys entertained

www.clips4sale.com/77669

I'm still going strong with it, fresh fetish content, BDSM, lesbian domination, smoking fetish, tons of foot fetish content, behind the scenes from photoshoots, interviews with pornstars and much more.

Til next time My pretties!

While I was writing this blog I found out that Dj Jess Marquise from NYC has passed away. I had no clue. I really didn't know until I was scrolling thru fb. It's making Me feeel really sad and nostalgic.

Igor, of Driven by Boredom (who has shot Me at some of Jess's events) wrote a really nice thing and it includes some gorgeous pictures. Because Jess was so gorgeous. He was always the prettiest one in the room. It was sort of annoying how good and perfect he always looked. Defender of the nightlife.

You can read a nice piece on him here: http://www.drivenbyboredom.com/2015/04/09/rip-dj-jess-marquise/

Now please 2015 let's get thru 30 days without someone dying or something really tragic and awful happening ok? This year isn't looking any better than the last. Too much sadness, not enough art for Me. Have to figure out the balance better.

The struggle is real.

Hey! Checkit it out, I'm doin pretty good keeping up on My blog and not letting ten thousand things happen before I write about em. The last few weeks have been sorta crazy, sorta exhausting, filled with personal drama and sort of like a roller coaster.

I've been putting a lot of hours in dancing.

Lots of driving, lots of stretching, lots of pole tricks! Lots of walking up and down stairs in 7 inch heels. Lots of strange stripper bruises. Lots of hauling shit in and out the car, lots of handwashing delicate outfits, lots of broken stripper shoes. I need some new stuff man. Like, I really need a new stripper bag. I've been asking for a while and I want to believe you guys love Me. So help a bitch out. A new stripper bag, some new clear shoes, some new dresses would be so much appreciated.

You can find My dance wishlist here:

http://www.amazon.com/registry/wishlist/2UDWGDGCZWQOF/ref=cm_sw_r_tw_ws_SMVnvb1XY03SV

Dancing is really really hard work. I haven't danced this much since I was in My 20s. It's good and bad. Exhausting yet invigorating. It's validating and makes Me feel really awesome about My body. Cash in My hand totally turns Me on and I fucking love doing lapdances. I've also been doing more champagne rooms than ever before in My career and that feels great. I genuinely really like them! I've been having awesome luck and dancing for really cool people I have a cool connection with. Some couples have been coming in to see Me and I always love that! That is greatly encouraged! So much so that I think I'm going to organize a couples event at Anthony's so stay tuned for that!

Also a lot of queers have been coming in to see Me and I DEFINATELY fucking love that! I highly encourage that shit! I want it to be known whatever club I am dancing at is queer and trans friendly, I will personally make sure nobody fucks with you and you should absolutely feel welcome to come in with all your queer friends and even by yourself. Please do, it makes My day! I dance for folks with ALL kinds of different bodies. I dance for folks in wheelchairs. Stripclubs hold magical connection qualities I am telling you. So many different types of people all in one place in the course of one night I think it's a beautiful thing.

I've been working pretty regularly on sundays at Anthony's. The bartender there Kendra is fabulous. It's not crazy and insane and loud and crowded. There's usually a handful of cool chicks dancing, hot shot girls and some laid back rock and roll. Sundays are a great day for fans to visit Me cuz I have the time to sit and chat and not be running across the stage all night back and forth.

If you come early enough between 7 and 8 pm on a sunday you can catch Me cleaning the stage on all fours! I disinfect the shit out of that stage! I scrub the poles and wipe evveryyyything down. This past sunday I did all that in a french maid outfit. It was pretty sexy. I really need to get it on videotape one of these nights. I did take some selfies tho:

As I mentioned in My last blog, lil Miss Wendy Michelle is leaving soon for Colorado, she even announced it officially. So, we've been spending some time together. Chillin hard, cooking, spring cleaning the house, roaming graveyards taking the dogs for leaps and enjoying the nice weather in western MA.

I took some pics of her in the cemetery:

She's gonna be gone really soon so please make sure you come and see us at the clubs the next few weekends cuz after that she is gone! The dynamic clown duo will be forever over and there will be no more opportunities for double champagne rooms or twerk towers or anything like that.

Here's when we'll be dancing:

THURSDAY april 23 day shift at Club Castaway in whatley MA. As you know I got mad history with this place and it holds a special place in My heart! This si the club I filmed the movie BLACKLIGHT in annnnnnd I JUST got some more copies of Blacklight so come by the club and buy one from Me and let Me sign it for you!

FRIDAY april 24^th We will be dancing at Anthony's gentlemen's club in south hadley MA. Www.anthonysclub.com I'll be doing a swing shift. (hehe swing) About 5 pm til about midnight. Will be a good time for you who say 7 pm is too late for you!

SUNDAY april 26^th come by early for the french maid cleaning on all fours show 7 pm til 2 am at Anthony's gentlemen's club in south hadley MA.

Then I've got some travel for sessions, travel for some figure modeling, going to Boston doing some sessions in My own awesome dungeon space (more on that in a moment) and will also be available on cam and by phone. Would be a great time to book a custom skype session with Me too!

And then MAY 2^nd I will be dancing 5 pm til 2 am with Wendy Michelle for her very last night dancing in western MA! Come out and say goodbye in style! I am planning a lil sumthin sumthin so come find out what it is!

You can even find the fb event page here: https://www.facebook.com/events/848011068600726/

It's gonna be hard to see Wendy go but I can't wait to see pictures and hear about her adventures out west.

No rest for the wicked, cuz on MAY 9^th it's the first day we are going out into the woods to do some suspensions with Rites of Passage Suspension Group! We're really doing things very differently this year. It'll be much less stress on Me and I'm sorta stoked to be able to take it easy and have good hook time with My hooker fam and not have events back to back to back. If you are interested in learning more or want to find out how you can book your own flesh hook suspension experience with our team check out our fb page: https://www.facebook.com/pages/Rites-of-Passage-Suspension-Group/95121426704?ref=hl

there's also a fetlife event listing: https://fetlife.com/events/340090

Ok so now lemme backup a moment and talk about the other shit that happened.

So: Rita Haxx came into town to visit Me. And we had all these grand plans to do a photoshoot and a video interview and a fashion show so she could take home some of My older clothes and then like. None of it happened and it all crumbled right before My eyes. It was sorta sad. But on the plus side instead of rushing around and doing a million things we got to just hang out. Which was excellent. Got some quality graveyard hangout time in. Emrys, My best friend came and made us some vegan dinners and lunches even and that was cool! AND the real reason for the visit. We went to go see Neutral Milk Hotel! Duuuuuuude. Oh man. It was just so so so so good. I had never seen them before. 17 year old little Bella was squishing with delight. 23 year old Bella was all nostalgic and emo and angry and beautiful and happy hearing every single song I could have ever wanted to hear. And 34 year old Bella now, in present day was so thrilled to be able to see this band she'd loved for so long. So many nights driving screaming every lyric while it crooned out of My honda civic cassette player stere. Now I got to see them live, all wise in their age, tour wisdom! Refined, deep. I got to sing along in person. AND It was in Mass Moca so it was a really small intimate venue with fucking excellent acoustics. And beer. It was perfect. The Dot Wiggin Band opened up which I was super excited for because I love the Shaggs, but....it wasn't really good. I'm sorry if you hate Me for saying that but I did not love it. Don't be mad. Neural Milk Hotel was so good for Me it's gonna be really difficult to top that show.

BUT don't fear. Because remember how when I talked about King Diamond was the best show of My whole life/ WELL, The King is playing AGAIN

This time for Rockstar Mayhem Festival! And get this.....with SLAYER

whut!!! I must go!

So uh, if you'd like to impress Mistress 2 tickets to the July 19^th Hartford CT date would be verrrrry much appreciated.

http://rockstarmayhemfest.com/dates

Anyway: back to Rita and this awesome show we saw. Well, anyway, the photoshoots and stuff all got canceled. And then eveyrthing started to crumble. I was supposed to leave the next day for NYC to do a shoot with Chelsea Poe and then do an interview with Abiotic and then SEE Abiotic (and I had really high hopes for seeing them too!) and THEN the next day after that was the Queer Porn Film Festival and I had a brand new movie dropping! And was gonna speak on a panel. I was super excited for all of it. But then the abiotic show got canceled. And then the interview was up in the air, but I held out hope for this shoot I had totally been looking forward to and then the fucking shoot got canceled at the last minute the night before and then the fucking interview got canceled. Aw man I was so so sad. I'm still sorta raw and emotional after losing soooo many friends this year already. So I know I overreact to shit. I am aware. I'm also aware I've been like, driving, working driving eating sleeping driving working rinse repeat and I am burning My candle at both ends. I have a lot going on in My personal life and sorta need to work as much as possible right now because....money. So, since everything got canceled I sorta lost My place to stay and then I was still gonna stay with Julie Simone but it was almost a 5 hour drive from Me. And it was all just too much. Too last minute too up in the air so I just stayed home and didnt even go and cried like a little fucking bitch. My epic NYC weekend of fun and prosperity turned into an emo cryfest. I dunno,maybe it was that neutral milk hotel show the night before??? Nah.

So Instead I just made the best of it and got shit done. On sunday I worked night shift at Anthony's and ended up having a slow but decent night. I got to wash and disinfect the stage and that is really important to Me!

Then monday was 420 and Wendy and I spent the day together and went and had lunch with a friend, then daytime beers, then an awesome dinner and margaritas and tacos! And of course lots of smoking woowoo! I felt satisfied and good about it. Today: has been super rad. I got a lot of shit accomplished!

Spent the day fucking around in the dungeon. As I sit right now NOT huddled over on My couch, BUT at My big fancy leather computer chair and My whole setup in My office overlooking the mountains. Ahhh, I feel so productive! It's really coming along nicely. I am doing My first session here saturday to break it in!

I won't be traveling too much this summer either so it's a great time to book a session and see the beautiful space! Www.MistressBellaVendetta.com for more info.

The space is coming along nicely. I really need to make some curtains before I pack up and move all of My sewing stuff. Big changes and lots of movement and transition in the house of Vendetta. As such, it's a really good time to join the leather family if you are considering becoming a personal slave, or pet to Mistress Vendetta! If you are looking for a deeper, ongoing BDSM practice I would love to talk to you about that journey!

I still need many things for the space tho. I have refined the wishlist a bit and added some priorities and comments. Please help an independent Mistress out with her very first space! Ill also be camming and shooting from here and I have big big dreams. Every little thing counts:

http://www.amazon.com/registry/wishlist/3KQIANL3C9N8K/ref=cm_sw_r_tw_ws_veXnvb0ENWVZW

So: that brings us pretty current. The good thing about dancing is that I FEEL really good, It hurt the first couple weeks for sure, and I was left with strange stripper bruises like this:

But now, My body feels stretched out, I'm limber as fuck. I feel strong as hell. I'm going to a new yoga studio and that helps too. I've even learned a new pole trick. Come check Me out. The club has even been a cool place to do mini foot fetish sessions. I even bring rope sometimes and tie motherfuckers up, BDSM in the stripclub, it's the best. The other night I was feeling fiery so I wore all red. Italian bombshell style.

You should follow Me on instagram so you can see pics of Me when I am dancing: www.instagram.com/BellaVendetta

Speaking of pics:

I JUST got some pics back from photographer Chris Addams: www.chrisaddams.com from My last bday party March 31^st at haven nightclub in Northampton MA.

I uploaded a whoooole bunch to My facebook fan page, which you should definitely be following cuz there's TONS of great pics there:

www.facebook.com/beautifulrevengeproductions

and I'm gonna share My favorite ones with you here:

That's all for now folks; As always please be checking out My clips4sale store. I update with a new video every single freaking day! Fresh fetish content, BDSM scenes with My slaves, foot fetish videos, behind he scenes from photoshoots, AND checkit out, I'll be releasing some VIDEOS from My performances from this past march as well.

Www.clips4sale.com/77669

Go buy a video then call Me up on Niteflirt and tell Me all about how you jerked off to it ya perv!

Www.niteflirt.com/BellaVendetta

Keep sending Me the positive messages, support, gifts and love everyone

I appreciate it more than you know!

It's hard to tell, it's like, so effing cold in New England still at night and it just snowed again last week and I'm just skeptical summer even exists anymore. I am fiending for california and the beach.

This month has been non fucking stop that;s for sure! LOTS of stuff going on.

First of all, I got to do My first session in My dungeon space and that went really well. I love the energy here. It smells good looks good feels good. Candles and soft music and peacock feathers. Excited to do the first official shoots here in July, but more on that much later.

First selfie with slave in the dungeon tho!

As always I really could use help with the space, it needs lots of things to be how I want it to be. Please help Me make this a reality!

selfie with slave in My new dungeon space. Follow Me on instagram to see all My pics: www.instagram.com/BellaVendettacheck here for the wishlist and send Me something nice for the dungeon:http://www.amazon.com/…/3KQ…/ref=cm_sw_r_tw_ws_OJRqvb0ACQCVAand check My site to find out how you can book a session with Me here:www.MistressBellaVendetta.com

I had some crazy times at the stripclub. Lots of dancing, lots of pole tricks lots of stripper bruises, lots of MY favorite part...counting My money. I even made a video of Me organizing and counting My money for My clips4sale store: www.clips4sale.com/77669

have you been checking that out? Please do. It's so much work, and I really want you guys to buy some videos so it feels like it's worth it. Some really solid stuff up there, Lots of My life performances, you can check that out if you are too far away to come see Me perform in person.

Clips4sale has been awesome about promoting Me as well: They ran a very in depth interview with Me you can check out here: http://blog.clips4sale.com/b/interview-series-bella-vendetta/ I really get into the nitty gritty of what I like about shooting weird artporn, it's a cool interview. Photos of Mistress More by Chris Addams.

I got to go and work at Club Castaway with lil Miss Wendy Michelle. It was her last time she was gonna be there, and I hadn't been there in so long I figured I'd give it a shot. Was sort of lame I have to say! One of My personal lows for only making $11. But you know, life has a funny way of sorting itself out. I turned the day around a bit. Since no one was there I took the opportunity to film Wendy stripping on stage and also got to take some stills check em out!

and of course one of us all entangled together in the mirrorer ceiling.  I DO love that stage so much.


I was feeling pretty fabulous that day too.  Sometimes those are the days you don't make money.. When you look all cute and are super confident.  Then when you feel like shit and wanna die you make all the dollars.  I dunno, stripclubs are so fickle, so different day to day.  it's sort of exhausting.  I'm having fun doing all this dancing and it's been cool and stuff with Wendy there, but I don't think I'm gonna keep up the same pace thru the summer.  just some well thought out dates and keep your eyes peeled for awesome events I am hosting.
Anyway: I felt all horned up and wanted to take advantage so I also filmed some cool piss videos for My clips4sale store in the bathroom there.  They have this mirror set up it's just begging for a piss video to be shot.  And I took some selfies in the dressing room.

sort of like the real life Nikki Blue from BlackLight.  I just got some more copies of that movie I shot at Club Castaway so please ask Me and I'll sell you a signed one!

If you like looking at Wendy on a stripclub stage please come out to Anthony's Gentlemen's club and show some love for her going away party. I am really hoping her friends fam and fans come out to send her off in western MA style.

You can find the event info all here on My fb page, go and like Me too cuz I've been posting all sorts of stuff up there:

https://www.facebook.com/events/848011068600726/

https://www.facebook.com/BeautifulRevengeProductions

Speaking of events, I weaseled My way in over at Anthony's Gentleman's club and have talked them into letting Me do a few different events throughout the summer. I am super stoked on it! I have always wanted to and now I finally get to...HOST A COUPLES NIGHT AT THE CLUB!

The very first one is May 31^st

you can find all the info for THAT event here: https://www.facebook.com/events/1014161045262472/'

I've also over taken their fb page so please click like and keep up to date with all the cool stuff that's gonna go on:

https://www.facebook.com/anthonys.danceclub

What else happened? Well, I got to go to a Yankee game and have really swanky seats right fukin behind home plate and VIP club privileges and had a super rockstar time with My Dad. I am not really a huge sports fan, but I like going to live baseball and basketball games. It was pretty badass being that close being able to hear the crack of the bat and everything. Didn't get any really good selfies, fail, sorry My loves! But LOOK how close I was!

It was kinda whirlwind NJ/NY trip tho because I barely slept then had to get up bright and early the next am and drive My ass BACK to western MA to go and figure model for this art class. It's My last time doing it for the season. I'll miss it I think, I actually really enjoy it. I will admit to falling asleep this time tho...here's some drawing of Me asleep and blissful. HA!

That's all for now I think folks, I am getting better at blogging more often, be excited. Show some love ok. Buy some videos, call Me up on Niteflirt and ask Me silly questions: www.niteflirt.com/BellaVendetta

send something off the wishlist, whatever, let Me know you care!

I am excited to start summer already! Damn, I'm gonna film My naked ass all over these mountains!